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[♪ Sharon Van Etten sings "Seventeen"]
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♪ I know what you wanna say ♪
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♪ I think that you're all the same ♪
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♪ Constantly being led astray ♪
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- [Maya] Good morning.
- [Kali] Hey.
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♪ You think you know...
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Shuffle forward just a little bit.
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Gonna go on three.
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One, two, three.
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♪ Downtown hot spot ♪
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♪ Halfway up the street ♪
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♪ I used to be free ♪
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♪ I used to be 17 ♪
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♪ Follow my shadow ♪
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[over earbuds] ♪ around your corner ♪
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[knocking]
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♪ I used to be 17 ♪
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♪ Now you're just like me, down...
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[knocking]
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[Charlie] Yeah.
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[door opens]
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- Hey.
- [song stops]
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Don't tell me. Maya.
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Charlie. Good to meet you.
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Did you text me?
Weren't you supposed to text me?
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- Uh, I texted, yeah.
- You did?
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Well, shit. Uh... [laughs]
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Sorry. Come on in.
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You can use it as a nightstand.
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You can put it at the foot of your couch.
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You can put books on it.
I mean, it's good for books.
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I was using it for that. I...
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You in sales?
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[chuckles]
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Um, no, I-- uh, it'd take me a while
to explain what I do.
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But I-I'm working towards my PhD.
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And are you a, uh, doctor or something?
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That's cool.
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I'm a nurse. Is this drawer decorative?
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What do you mean?
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- Sorry.
- That way. Sorry.
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- No, you're good.
- [drawer clattering]
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That's not right.
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[both chuckle]
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It is supposed to open.
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Like drawers should.
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- I'll give you 75.
- [sighs] Ah.
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My gosh. I know you from somewhere.
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[sighs] Have we met?
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No, I don't think so.
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Are you sure?
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Yeah, I don't think so.
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'Cause you're familiar to me
in a really specific way.
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And it's...
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it's great.
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Okay.
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Um...
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[smacks lips]
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Are you gonna negotiate or...?
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[Charlie] Those are pretty cool
shoes you got there.
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They're grippier than sneakers.
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You don't have to defend them to me.
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Good. Yeah, I wasn't.
Everyone wears these.
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Not everyone picks that color though.
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- Well, got everything you need?
- Yeah.
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Want to go out with me sometime?
[chuckles]
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Um...
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Maybe. Yeah, I'll think ab--
uh, I'll think about it.
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- [chuckles]
- Yeah, mull it over.
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[chuckles] And get some outside opinions.
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- I'll be here.
- [laughing]
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Text me. You have my number.
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Want a ride home or something?
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You gonna carry that?
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I got it. Y-Yeah.
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- Okay.
- Okay.
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- Bye. [chuckles]
- Have fun.
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[gentle music playing]
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I got it.
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[sighs] Shit.
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[cassette tape clicks]
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[gentle classical music playing
over headphones]
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♪ ♪
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I just can't believe you had a Walkman.
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It's pretty cool.
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[Maya] Yeah. I, um...
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Old box of my mom's stuff.
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So, um, you made this?
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Kind of hypnotized me.
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Yeah, it's just, uh, it's a phrase
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from an old recording,
this old brass piece that I love.
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A few measures, but, uh,
I spliced the tape together
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so it plays like a loop.
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Except it-it...
it changes a little each time.
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Uh, the more you play it,
the more the tape degrades, right?
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It's just-- it's iron oxide
glued to plastic.
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So it dissolves, you know, it disappears,
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and the music just sort of, uh...
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Dies?
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Yeah.
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Can I keep this?
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No, sorry.
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[both laugh]
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Yeah, of course.
Technically, you bought it, so...
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What?
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I want to know about you. [laughs]
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What do you want to know?
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Uh, your-your likes, dislikes.
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What's the hardest part about your job.
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What pisses you off.
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What you love.
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How you feel about your mom.
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[♪ Beach House sing "Wildflower"]
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Everything.
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Okay.
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ER is chaos.
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It's, um...
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It's like working in a restaurant where
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everyone's ordering off a different menu
and they all hate the food. [laughs]
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[Charlie] Sounds relaxing. [chuckles]
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[Maya] I like it though.
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[Charlie] I can imagine, though,
that'd be kind of...
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Yeah.
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You learn to compartmentalize.
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[Charlie] Uh, you know,
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I like math.
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Used to ask my brothers
if I could do their homework. Uh...
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- So you were a nerd.
- Yeah.
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- [laughs]
- It was, uh... it was bad.
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[Maya] Yeah, I was.
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I was really shy,
and then in, like, fourth grade,
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we played truth or dare
for the first time,
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and I... I did every single dare.
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- I... [laughs]
- That was it.
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The planets aligned. [chuckles]
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- [stammers] Like...
- Oh, my God.
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I-I let my...
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Yeah, I... I...
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[laughs]
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Everyone realized that I was
secretly a little freak.
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[Charlie] Truth or dare.
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- [Maya] Truth.
- I had a really good dare.
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[laughs]
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You want to have kids one day?
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Um...
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I don't know. [sighs]
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I always thought I did, but now I wonder
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if it's kind of messed up to have kids
at the end of the world.
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[Charlie] How do you know
it's the end of the world?
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[Maya] I don't know. Isn't it?
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[Charlie] What if it's not?
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[laughter]
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♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪
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♪ The way you want nothing of it ♪
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♪ Baby, I'm yours ♪
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♪ You built a city ♪
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♪ all in your head ♪
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♪ You know you're not losing your mind ♪
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[breathing heavily]
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♪ What's left, you make something of it ♪
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♪ The sky and what's left above it ♪♪
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[song fades]
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[breathing deeply]
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Sorry. [chuckles]
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I have, uh...
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- Asthma.
- [chuckles softly]
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Nurse.
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[chuckles]
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It's not usually an issue, but, um...
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[chuckles]
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Yeah, you're... you know.
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Y-You should take it as a compliment.
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Tastes sweet.
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[whispers] You're a freak.
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[chuckles]
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[whispers] You're a nerd.
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Yeah.
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[gentle music playing]
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[quiet chatter]
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- Good morning.
- Hey.
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Hmm. Fun night?
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What is this? What is this?
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What is this face?
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What's what face?
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You like someone.
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[gasps] Oh, my God. Oh, my God.
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I am... I'm shocked.
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I don't know whether to puke or cry.
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You better tell me everything.
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I like someone.
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[laughing]
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♪ ♪
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[Maya] So you were six months old?
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[Charlie] Yeah.
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It's sweet that your parents
wanted you so much.
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Yeah.
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My mom said I just wouldn't
stop laughing, as a baby.
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I was, like, a really happy baby.
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That tracks.
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[laughs]
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Yeah, she's, uh, she's pretty cool.
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What about you? What about your parents?
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I was the product of a one-night stand.
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It was a... all-inclusive resort.
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Sounds like it.
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[both laughing]
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Sorry.
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Um, yeah.
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He was Scottish.
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He went back to Scotland.
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That was that.
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He just was, like, he was gone?
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I mean, I don't really know him.
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I don't, uh, I don't talk to my dad.
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I don't know my dad.
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What about your mom?
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She was 22 when she had me,
so she was, like...
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I don't know,
there's definitely resentment there.
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And, um, when I went to college,
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she moved to Australia
with her weird boyfriend.
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A different weird boyfriend
than she has now.
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But you, like, see her
for, like, holidays and stuff?
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No, I always did...
I did holidays with Jason.
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He was always on his own, too.
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We'd make Stove Top and, you know,
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watch Addams Family Values
and make the best of it.
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[sniffs]
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It was good for me.
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I learned to be independent.
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[♪ Julian Casablancas sings
"Left & Right in the Dark"]
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- [lively chatter]
- [Jason] Yeah. Look, I mean...
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Do you want me to help?
I mean, I-I want to help.
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So just call me anytime.
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I mean, I'm usually at the office
at, like, uh, 6:00 a.m., so...
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[man] Uh, okay. Thanks, yeah.
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I'll probably call you
a little later than that.
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- Yeah. No, I--
- Release this poor person.
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- Okay. Yeah.
- Charlie's here.
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I want you to meet him. Come here.
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[stammers] Yeah, all right. Whoa. Sorry.
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- [Maya] Charlie.
- Hey.
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- Hey, what's up, dude?
- Jason.
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- Oh.
- Here, sorry. Can you hold this?
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Hey, I'm Jason.
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- Great to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, dude. Oh.
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[both laugh]
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- You got a firm handshake, man.
- Thank you.
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- Yeah.
- Yeah, thanks. You, too.
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Thanks, man. I've heard a lot about you.
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- Same, dude. Yeah. Yeah.
- Oh. [chuckles]
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Okay, Café Midnight
at the basement of Towers, right?
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Maya's there. She's doing her work-study.
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She's got the hairnet, the gloves.
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She's serving the curly fries,
the mozzarella sticks,
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the-the triangle pocket thing--
What are the--
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What were
the triangle pocket things called?
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- The ones we loved.
- Uh, triangle pockets.
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- No. Maya, the tr--
- [Maya laughing]
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Okay, whatever. Forget it.
They're delicious, right?
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00:12:39,458 --> 00:12:40,458
And she would never share hers.
263
00:12:40,541 --> 00:12:42,041
- [laughing]
- So, anyways, I show up there
264
00:12:42,125 --> 00:12:43,541
with a bunch of the hockey guys.
265
00:12:43,625 --> 00:12:46,541
They had some stupid bet about,
like, how much, uh,
266
00:12:46,625 --> 00:12:48,541
what was it, like, hot sauce
that one of the goalies
267
00:12:48,625 --> 00:12:50,166
- could drink or something, so--
- [Charlie] Okay.
268
00:12:50,250 --> 00:12:51,708
Wh-What position did you play
on the hockey team?
269
00:12:51,791 --> 00:12:53,833
No, no. I didn't play hock-- I-I-I...
270
00:12:53,916 --> 00:12:55,583
A lot of the hockey guys
lived on my floor.
271
00:12:55,666 --> 00:12:57,166
So I just went with them.
I was bearing witness, I guess.
272
00:12:57,250 --> 00:12:58,458
I don't know. What-what was I doing there?
273
00:12:58,541 --> 00:13:00,208
Anyways-- Wait, wow, you thought
I was a hockey player?
274
00:13:00,291 --> 00:13:01,916
- Yeah.
- You just made my night.
275
00:13:02,000 --> 00:13:03,000
- Yeah?
- Hey.
276
00:13:03,083 --> 00:13:04,083
[Maya laughing]
277
00:13:04,166 --> 00:13:05,416
- He thought I played D1 hockey.
- [Charlie] Yeah.
278
00:13:05,500 --> 00:13:06,750
- [Jason] I love this guy.
- [laughter]
279
00:13:10,958 --> 00:13:12,083
[chuckles]
280
00:13:12,166 --> 00:13:13,750
I told you not to make so much.
281
00:13:13,833 --> 00:13:14,875
Yeah. Yeah.
282
00:13:14,958 --> 00:13:17,041
You're literally
the only person I've ever met
283
00:13:17,125 --> 00:13:18,458
who likes Long Island iced tea.
284
00:13:18,541 --> 00:13:20,208
That's not true.
285
00:13:20,291 --> 00:13:22,416
Jason had a lot.
286
00:13:22,500 --> 00:13:24,083
Okay? He had, like, I don't know, five?
287
00:13:24,166 --> 00:13:25,166
He was drinking them with me.
288
00:13:25,250 --> 00:13:26,541
Jason will drink anything.
289
00:13:26,625 --> 00:13:28,166
- [laughing]
- Yeah, well...
290
00:13:28,250 --> 00:13:30,750
- Yeah, but... I'm still--
- What'd you think of him?
291
00:13:30,833 --> 00:13:31,833
He's awesome.
292
00:13:31,916 --> 00:13:34,416
And we're going to Wally's
for blues night on Tuesday.
293
00:13:34,500 --> 00:13:38,083
Well, be prepared that
he might flake on you, okay?
294
00:13:38,166 --> 00:13:41,041
Or he might show up really late
or drunk or hungover or...
295
00:13:41,125 --> 00:13:42,250
What-what? [stammers]
296
00:13:42,333 --> 00:13:43,875
...ask you to pick him up in Eastie
297
00:13:43,958 --> 00:13:45,833
because he's crashed
some bachelorette party.
298
00:13:45,916 --> 00:13:49,375
It sounds like you're speaking
from experience. [laughs]
299
00:13:49,458 --> 00:13:51,541
You know, he and I, um...
300
00:13:51,625 --> 00:13:54,375
I wouldn't even call it dating.
301
00:13:54,458 --> 00:13:58,583
It was like two weeks before we realized
that was absolutely not happening.
302
00:13:58,666 --> 00:14:00,083
- Hey, Maya.
- Mm-hmm?
303
00:14:00,166 --> 00:14:02,000
I don't care. [laughs]
304
00:14:02,083 --> 00:14:03,291
I don't care.
305
00:14:05,083 --> 00:14:06,875
I'm gonna get him water.
306
00:14:06,958 --> 00:14:09,416
[gentle music playing]
307
00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,416
[water running]
308
00:14:12,916 --> 00:14:15,500
[Maya] You see your family all the time.
Can't I just come next time?
309
00:14:15,583 --> 00:14:17,041
So you don't want to go.
310
00:14:17,125 --> 00:14:18,458
I just told you, I'm exhausted.
311
00:14:18,541 --> 00:14:21,750
No. No, that's not what this is.
312
00:14:21,833 --> 00:14:23,583
I worked a 16-hour shift yesterday.
313
00:14:23,666 --> 00:14:25,250
I... [sputters]
314
00:14:25,333 --> 00:14:27,375
I did CPR on a guy twice my size.
315
00:14:27,458 --> 00:14:29,750
I broke up a fight
between two drunk assholes.
316
00:14:29,833 --> 00:14:31,541
- I cleaned up vomit. I got peed on.
- Okay. Okay.
317
00:14:31,625 --> 00:14:33,041
I mean, does that not sound
exhausting to you?
318
00:14:33,125 --> 00:14:35,166
No, I-- It does, okay?
It sounds exhausting.
319
00:14:35,250 --> 00:14:37,583
Okay, so I'm sorry I don't feel like
being around a bunch of people right now.
320
00:14:37,666 --> 00:14:39,583
It's not "a bunch of people."
It's my family.
321
00:14:39,666 --> 00:14:40,666
It's my mother. It's my brothers.
322
00:14:40,750 --> 00:14:42,416
They really want to meet you.
323
00:14:42,500 --> 00:14:45,125
Maya, this mean-- Come on.
This means something to me.
324
00:14:45,208 --> 00:14:46,875
Now you're just trying to guilt me.
325
00:14:46,958 --> 00:14:49,250
- I'm not trying to guilt you.
- You're being a baby.
326
00:14:49,333 --> 00:14:50,958
- You're being shitty.
- [scoffs]
327
00:14:51,041 --> 00:14:52,041
- Good one.
- [door opens]
328
00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:53,125
- Maya.
- [door slams]
329
00:15:00,666 --> 00:15:02,333
[exhales slowly]
330
00:15:06,833 --> 00:15:09,583
[♪ Ride sing "Vapour Trail"]
331
00:15:11,416 --> 00:15:14,125
♪ I'll love you anyway...
332
00:15:14,208 --> 00:15:16,333
[Charlie whistling a tune]
333
00:15:16,416 --> 00:15:18,250
What if they don't like me?
334
00:15:19,708 --> 00:15:21,541
What if I'm, um...
335
00:15:22,541 --> 00:15:24,375
[inhales deeply]
336
00:15:24,458 --> 00:15:26,791
...if I just don't know
how to act around them?
337
00:15:26,875 --> 00:15:29,666
I'm-I'm-I'm just-- I'm not good
with other people's families.
338
00:15:29,750 --> 00:15:32,958
I'm not good with families in general.
339
00:15:33,041 --> 00:15:34,708
[Charlie] Can I tell you something?
340
00:15:35,291 --> 00:15:38,250
I've never brought anyone home before.
341
00:15:38,333 --> 00:15:39,666
Never.
342
00:15:41,458 --> 00:15:44,208
That's how sure I am
that they're gonna love you.
343
00:15:45,375 --> 00:15:49,166
♪ La-la-la, la, la...
344
00:15:49,250 --> 00:15:50,625
[Charlie chuckles softly]
345
00:15:52,000 --> 00:15:53,125
[exhales heavily]
346
00:15:53,208 --> 00:15:54,833
[seagulls squawking]
347
00:15:54,916 --> 00:15:56,625
[Charlie] You good?
348
00:15:56,708 --> 00:15:58,000
[Maya] Yeah.
349
00:15:58,083 --> 00:15:59,416
Hey, Mom!
350
00:16:00,833 --> 00:16:03,250
- [Ruth] Ker, they're here!
- [dog barking inside]
351
00:16:03,333 --> 00:16:05,458
- How's it going?
- [laughs] Great.
352
00:16:06,875 --> 00:16:07,916
- [Maya] Hi.
- This is, uh...
353
00:16:08,000 --> 00:16:09,208
- I'm Ruth.
- So nice to meet you.
354
00:16:09,291 --> 00:16:11,708
Ah, same here. Oh, my goodness.
355
00:16:11,791 --> 00:16:13,625
I brought you some flowers, um,
356
00:16:13,708 --> 00:16:15,333
- but I also brought you beer, so...
- Thank you.
357
00:16:15,416 --> 00:16:17,083
- Better yet. [laughs]
- Okay, great.
358
00:16:17,166 --> 00:16:18,833
- Do you want me to carry these or...?
- No, no, no, no.
359
00:16:18,916 --> 00:16:20,041
I'm-I'm good. I'm hearty.
360
00:16:20,125 --> 00:16:21,125
- Hi.
- [chuckles] Hi.
361
00:16:21,208 --> 00:16:22,416
I'm Kerry. Good seeing you.
362
00:16:22,500 --> 00:16:23,958
- [Maya] So nice to meet you.
- [Kerry] Welcome, welcome.
363
00:16:24,041 --> 00:16:25,208
Come out back. Everybody's out back.
364
00:16:25,291 --> 00:16:26,583
[laughs]
365
00:16:26,666 --> 00:16:29,125
[Kerry] Even after I paid the fee,
366
00:16:29,208 --> 00:16:30,750
this kid looks me
straight in the eye, he says,
367
00:16:30,833 --> 00:16:34,833
"Dad, I'm not joining
because Mensa is elitist."
368
00:16:34,916 --> 00:16:36,541
- [Charlie] It is.
- [Kerry] I told him, "I don't care."
369
00:16:36,625 --> 00:16:38,833
I said, "You're gonna sign
on the dotted line, pal."
370
00:16:38,916 --> 00:16:40,125
You know, which he did, of course.
371
00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:41,541
He's always been good-natured.
372
00:16:41,625 --> 00:16:43,708
- And I was ten. [laughs]
- [Kerry] Ten and good-natured.
373
00:16:43,791 --> 00:16:45,375
[Colin] That was when
Charlie got obsessed with zero.
374
00:16:45,458 --> 00:16:47,708
[Kerry] Oh, my God, the zero phase.
375
00:16:47,791 --> 00:16:49,458
I mean, it's something
representing nothing.
376
00:16:49,541 --> 00:16:51,458
- Uh, come on. That's cool.
- [Kerry chuckles]
377
00:16:51,541 --> 00:16:53,708
Remember when, uh--
what were you, like, 11th grade
378
00:16:53,791 --> 00:16:55,666
for that paper you had to write?
379
00:16:55,750 --> 00:16:56,958
- Oh, yeah.
- [Kerry] The non-paper?
380
00:16:57,041 --> 00:16:58,333
- [Ruth laughs] The non-paper.
- [Kerry] Yes.
381
00:16:58,416 --> 00:16:59,666
[Ruth] He was, like, protesting
382
00:16:59,750 --> 00:17:02,958
the invention of writing
replacing the oral tradition--
383
00:17:03,041 --> 00:17:04,750
Yes, replace the oral tradition.
384
00:17:04,833 --> 00:17:05,833
- [Ruth] Right.
- [Kerry] That's right.
385
00:17:05,916 --> 00:17:08,166
[laughs] So he recorded it on...
386
00:17:08,250 --> 00:17:09,500
- on tape.
- [Kerry] He spoke it.
387
00:17:09,583 --> 00:17:10,583
- [Charlie] On principle...
- Yes.
388
00:17:10,666 --> 00:17:11,916
- [Ruth] Yeah.
- ...I think it was consistent
389
00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:13,125
with the theme of the class.
390
00:17:13,208 --> 00:17:14,625
Yeah, but it was creative writing.
391
00:17:14,708 --> 00:17:17,583
The only thing written on it was
the letter "F," which is what he got.
392
00:17:17,666 --> 00:17:19,666
- But he still, he still aced the course.
- [Ruth] Yeah.
393
00:17:19,750 --> 00:17:21,541
[Kerry] That is our Charlie, right there.
394
00:17:21,625 --> 00:17:22,708
Brilliant?
395
00:17:23,416 --> 00:17:24,750
Passionate. [chuckles]
396
00:17:25,541 --> 00:17:27,375
[Matt] Hey, you guys want burgers, dogs?
397
00:17:27,458 --> 00:17:28,541
Maya?
398
00:17:28,625 --> 00:17:31,291
I'll take a burger, thank you.
399
00:17:31,375 --> 00:17:32,875
- [Kerry] Yeah, I'd like one.
- [Colin] Yeah, both.
400
00:17:36,250 --> 00:17:38,416
- What can I do to help?
- Nothing.
401
00:17:38,500 --> 00:17:40,000
- Thank you.
- You sure?
402
00:17:40,083 --> 00:17:42,041
Pretty much the state of things
around here.
403
00:17:42,125 --> 00:17:43,708
Just leave it.
404
00:17:43,791 --> 00:17:46,000
- Okay.
- Plus, the boys do the dishes.
405
00:17:46,083 --> 00:17:49,875
I realized a long time ago
that that's what sons are for.
406
00:17:49,958 --> 00:17:51,416
- Yeah, that's what we're for.
- [kids laughing]
407
00:17:51,500 --> 00:17:53,208
I'm building a fort!
I'm the king of the fortress.
408
00:17:53,291 --> 00:17:55,000
[Ruth chuckles] Yeah, not so much.
409
00:17:55,791 --> 00:17:57,250
Uh...
410
00:17:57,333 --> 00:17:58,666
You know what you can do?
411
00:17:58,750 --> 00:18:00,875
Uh, you can feed Wilma.
412
00:18:00,958 --> 00:18:03,208
- She was really good at dinner and--
- Sure.
413
00:18:03,291 --> 00:18:04,875
Yeah. Uh, the food's right there.
414
00:18:04,958 --> 00:18:06,291
Around there.
415
00:18:06,375 --> 00:18:08,000
Thank you.
416
00:18:12,416 --> 00:18:14,375
- [Maya] Is this Charlie?
- [Ruth chuckles] Yeah.
417
00:18:14,458 --> 00:18:17,666
It's the first photo we got of him
before we adopted him.
418
00:18:17,750 --> 00:18:21,250
Kerry just keeps putting it in all these
different places around the house.
419
00:18:23,916 --> 00:18:25,625
- So sweet.
- Yeah.
420
00:18:26,708 --> 00:18:29,000
You know, he's never
brought anyone home before.
421
00:18:30,791 --> 00:18:34,916
I know. He just told me that
in the car ride on the way over here.
422
00:18:35,000 --> 00:18:36,375
- Oh.
- I was shocked,
423
00:18:36,458 --> 00:18:39,750
because, I mean, you guys are so close.
424
00:18:39,833 --> 00:18:40,875
[softly] Yeah.
425
00:18:40,958 --> 00:18:42,250
Yeah. [chuckles]
426
00:18:42,333 --> 00:18:45,958
Well, must be pretty special, hmm?
427
00:18:46,041 --> 00:18:47,708
Let's go outside.
428
00:18:47,791 --> 00:18:48,791
Come on.
429
00:18:48,875 --> 00:18:50,125
[Maya] Okay.
430
00:18:50,208 --> 00:18:52,875
[kids chattering playfully]
431
00:18:52,958 --> 00:18:55,375
Who wants to go for a beach walk?
432
00:18:55,458 --> 00:18:57,833
[lively, playful chatter]
433
00:18:57,916 --> 00:18:59,250
[Wilma barks]
434
00:18:59,333 --> 00:19:01,333
[gentle music playing]
435
00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:07,916
[Maya] I didn't really know
this existed, but, um...
436
00:19:08,000 --> 00:19:10,041
- [Maya laughs]
- [Charlie] What?
437
00:19:10,125 --> 00:19:11,958
[Maya] Just... this.
438
00:19:13,125 --> 00:19:14,750
But I get it now.
439
00:19:20,458 --> 00:19:22,125
I love you.
440
00:19:25,583 --> 00:19:27,166
I love you.
441
00:19:31,041 --> 00:19:33,416
- [whooping and cheering]
- [Matt] Yeah!
442
00:19:33,500 --> 00:19:34,583
[laughs]
443
00:19:36,875 --> 00:19:39,208
[whooping and cheering continue]
444
00:19:43,750 --> 00:19:45,541
[horn honking]
445
00:19:45,625 --> 00:19:46,833
[Maya laughs]
446
00:19:54,250 --> 00:19:55,375
Thank you.
447
00:19:55,458 --> 00:19:58,166
[indistinct chatter]
448
00:19:58,250 --> 00:20:00,166
[laughing]
449
00:20:00,250 --> 00:20:02,250
[indistinct chatter continues]
450
00:20:06,250 --> 00:20:08,125
- Yeah?
- Yeah, you'll like that one.
451
00:20:11,875 --> 00:20:13,875
I know you mentioned it, but...
452
00:20:16,000 --> 00:20:17,083
This is beautiful.
453
00:20:17,166 --> 00:20:18,916
- [Charlie] Really?
- [Maya] Yeah.
454
00:20:19,000 --> 00:20:20,416
[chuckles]
455
00:20:22,666 --> 00:20:24,291
[reporter] I think "nasty"
is the perfect word
456
00:20:24,375 --> 00:20:25,583
- to describe it.
- [thunder rumbling]
457
00:20:25,666 --> 00:20:27,875
- We've seen pretty consistent rain...
- What do you think? Should we cancel?
458
00:20:27,958 --> 00:20:30,000
Everybody's gonna show up
even if there's a monsoon.
459
00:20:30,083 --> 00:20:33,500
Yeah. Yeah, it is my 30th birthday.
460
00:20:33,583 --> 00:20:35,750
I don't need an out.
461
00:20:35,833 --> 00:20:36,833
Do you?
462
00:20:37,875 --> 00:20:39,500
No. I'm good.
463
00:20:40,541 --> 00:20:43,583
Uh, Jason's gonna pick up my parents
from the train station.
464
00:20:43,666 --> 00:20:46,375
- Does he know to be on time?
- Come on, give him some credit.
465
00:20:46,458 --> 00:20:47,541
What do you think? Top button?
466
00:20:47,625 --> 00:20:49,708
Done? Undone? Should I get my jacket?
467
00:20:49,791 --> 00:20:51,000
Help me. [chuckles]
468
00:20:52,250 --> 00:20:54,208
I think you can save the jacket.
469
00:20:56,500 --> 00:20:58,208
What?
470
00:20:58,291 --> 00:21:00,041
- You're perfect.
- [thunder cracks]
471
00:21:01,250 --> 00:21:02,458
You kidding me?
472
00:21:02,541 --> 00:21:04,791
- [laughing]
- Seriously?
473
00:21:04,875 --> 00:21:06,166
[♪ Fleetwood Mac sing "Hold Me"]
474
00:21:06,250 --> 00:21:08,583
- [thunder rumbling]
- [lively chatter]
475
00:21:08,666 --> 00:21:10,666
[song continues faintly over speakers]
476
00:21:17,833 --> 00:21:20,708
- [lively chatter continues]
- [Charlie laughing]
477
00:21:21,750 --> 00:21:23,541
- Wait, literally?
- Just six months. One... Yeah.
478
00:21:23,625 --> 00:21:24,791
[Jason in distance] Charlie!
479
00:21:24,875 --> 00:21:26,583
- Oh, shit.
- Go. Go, go, go.
480
00:21:26,666 --> 00:21:27,916
Hey.
481
00:21:28,000 --> 00:21:29,625
- Hey, dude.
- Hey, hey. What's up?
482
00:21:29,708 --> 00:21:31,291
- Bro, you're so late.
- Y-Yeah, I'm sorry.
483
00:21:31,375 --> 00:21:33,166
- There's a freakin' thunderstorm, but...
- [Ruth] Happy birthday. Oh.
484
00:21:33,250 --> 00:21:34,583
- [Kerry] Hey, boy genius.
- [Charlie] Love you.
485
00:21:34,666 --> 00:21:35,791
- Hey, Dad.
- Happy birthday.
486
00:21:35,875 --> 00:21:36,875
- Sorry, guys.
- Oh, no.
487
00:21:36,958 --> 00:21:37,958
It's a thousand degrees in here.
488
00:21:38,041 --> 00:21:39,958
[chatter and music continue in distance]
489
00:21:40,041 --> 00:21:42,041
[thunder rumbling softly]
490
00:21:45,875 --> 00:21:47,416
[sighs heavily]
491
00:21:51,375 --> 00:21:52,541
[shushing]
492
00:21:52,625 --> 00:21:54,625
[chatter quiets]
493
00:21:56,250 --> 00:21:57,541
[music stops]
494
00:21:57,625 --> 00:21:59,375
[rain pattering]
495
00:22:00,416 --> 00:22:02,000
[cheering]
496
00:22:05,166 --> 00:22:06,166
[Maya] You told them.
497
00:22:06,250 --> 00:22:08,291
[laughter]
498
00:22:08,375 --> 00:22:10,333
- [Charlie] No.
- [laughter]
499
00:22:10,916 --> 00:22:13,916
I spend a lot of time, uh, in my work
500
00:22:14,000 --> 00:22:17,916
thinking about the...
the awe and-and wonder emotions,
501
00:22:18,000 --> 00:22:19,500
- we call them, uh...
- [thunder rumbling]
502
00:22:19,583 --> 00:22:23,583
What your brain chemistry does
when you marvel at really tiny things
503
00:22:23,666 --> 00:22:26,583
or stand close to really big ones.
504
00:22:26,666 --> 00:22:29,708
Just the things in this world that...
505
00:22:29,791 --> 00:22:31,666
they just make you feel really small...
506
00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:35,750
...but somehow...
507
00:22:35,833 --> 00:22:38,375
just really important
at the same time. [chuckles]
508
00:22:39,208 --> 00:22:41,625
It's just, you know in your soul
509
00:22:41,708 --> 00:22:45,083
that whatever you're looking at,
it's just, uh...
510
00:22:45,166 --> 00:22:47,375
man, it's-it's really special.
511
00:22:48,791 --> 00:22:49,791
[chuckles softly]
512
00:22:49,875 --> 00:22:52,666
Yeah, you just got to stand there
and take it in.
513
00:22:54,291 --> 00:22:56,625
Maya, I-I, uh... [chuckles]
514
00:22:58,125 --> 00:23:00,416
I-I get that feeling from you.
515
00:23:03,000 --> 00:23:04,708
- Every day of my life.
- [Maya chuckles]
516
00:23:06,166 --> 00:23:07,750
[chuckles] God, I'm so nervous.
517
00:23:07,833 --> 00:23:09,958
[laughter]
518
00:23:12,666 --> 00:23:14,666
- Charlie.
- Yes?
519
00:23:17,458 --> 00:23:21,375
I never even, uh, dreamed
of romantic love.
520
00:23:21,458 --> 00:23:23,458
[breathing heavily]
521
00:23:24,750 --> 00:23:26,750
I know how that sounds, but...
522
00:23:29,291 --> 00:23:32,041
...it wasn't something
that I thought I needed.
523
00:23:34,958 --> 00:23:36,833
And then...
524
00:23:37,791 --> 00:23:39,291
I met you.
525
00:23:44,916 --> 00:23:46,750
And you changed everything.
526
00:23:49,208 --> 00:23:51,208
You are my dream come true.
527
00:23:53,583 --> 00:23:56,666
You are the dream that I didn't even know
that I ever had. [chuckles]
528
00:23:56,750 --> 00:23:58,750
- [♪ The Lumineers sing "Ophelia"]
- ♪ You ♪
529
00:23:58,833 --> 00:24:02,333
- ♪ can't see past my blindness ♪
- [lively chatter and laughter]
530
00:24:03,333 --> 00:24:04,333
[exclaims]
531
00:24:04,416 --> 00:24:05,833
- ♪ Oh, Ophelia...
- [laughs]
532
00:24:05,916 --> 00:24:07,708
[Charlie] I really wish
you guys could stay.
533
00:24:07,791 --> 00:24:09,875
- Get home safe, okay?
- [Ruth] Yeah.
534
00:24:09,958 --> 00:24:11,250
- Way to go.
- Uh...
535
00:24:11,333 --> 00:24:12,541
[both laugh]
536
00:24:12,625 --> 00:24:13,625
- Don't go.
- Oh.
537
00:24:13,708 --> 00:24:16,375
We got you a hotel around the corner.
It was a surprise.
538
00:24:16,458 --> 00:24:17,541
[chuckles]
539
00:24:17,625 --> 00:24:18,791
It was a surprise.
540
00:24:18,875 --> 00:24:19,958
[laughs] And I'm just...
541
00:24:20,041 --> 00:24:22,958
I'm really just glad
that you got to do this
542
00:24:23,041 --> 00:24:24,708
the way you wanted to.
543
00:24:28,458 --> 00:24:30,250
- Love you, sweetie.
- [Charlie] Bye, Mom.
544
00:24:31,291 --> 00:24:33,041
- [Ruth] Happy birthday.
- [Charlie] Yeah.
545
00:24:34,333 --> 00:24:35,416
[silverware clinking on glass]
546
00:24:35,500 --> 00:24:36,708
- Excuse me. [clears throat]
- Here we go.
547
00:24:36,791 --> 00:24:37,791
- Here-here we go.
- [chatter quiets]
548
00:24:37,875 --> 00:24:40,416
I'm, uh, I'm-I'm Jason.
549
00:24:40,500 --> 00:24:44,083
I've-I've had the pleasure of knowing Maya
ever since college,
550
00:24:44,166 --> 00:24:47,083
and, um, and she has been my best friend.
551
00:24:47,166 --> 00:24:48,375
I mean, she's QB1.
552
00:24:48,458 --> 00:24:50,125
Never flinches, always shows up,
553
00:24:50,208 --> 00:24:53,833
- even if you need stitches at 3:00 a.m.
- [light laughter]
554
00:24:53,916 --> 00:24:56,625
She's the only person
I've ever wanted to hang out with
555
00:24:56,708 --> 00:24:59,625
until... she introduced me to Charlie.
556
00:24:59,708 --> 00:25:01,250
[laughter]
557
00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:03,416
How many people in here would...
558
00:25:03,500 --> 00:25:06,500
would consider Charlie
one of their best friends?
559
00:25:06,583 --> 00:25:08,000
[laughter]
560
00:25:08,083 --> 00:25:10,416
No, I-- Me, too. Me, too.
561
00:25:10,500 --> 00:25:11,875
It's-it's a dogfight, man. It is.
562
00:25:11,958 --> 00:25:15,208
You know? I mean, I met someone earlier
that was from your kindergarten class
563
00:25:15,291 --> 00:25:17,791
that-that still lists you
as his emergency contact.
564
00:25:17,875 --> 00:25:20,000
- [Charlie] Yeah, Chris.
- Y-Yeah, Chr-- [laughs]
565
00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:22,708
I don't think I've ever been listed
as emergency contact, okay?
566
00:25:22,791 --> 00:25:24,500
But...
567
00:25:24,583 --> 00:25:26,416
Maya wins.
568
00:25:26,500 --> 00:25:28,541
And, uh, and she deserves it.
569
00:25:29,125 --> 00:25:31,833
And that is the greatest compliment
that I could give either of you guys.
570
00:25:31,916 --> 00:25:35,500
I mean, what-what-what
must it be like to...
571
00:25:35,583 --> 00:25:38,291
to know the-the secrets of the universe
572
00:25:38,375 --> 00:25:40,791
while the rest of us are just...
573
00:25:40,875 --> 00:25:42,541
stumbling around?
574
00:25:42,625 --> 00:25:43,666
You know?
575
00:25:43,750 --> 00:25:45,708
Looking for that kind of meaning.
576
00:25:45,791 --> 00:25:48,833
And you two are always so cool about it.
577
00:25:48,916 --> 00:25:50,250
Congratulations, you guys.
578
00:25:51,291 --> 00:25:54,250
Yeah, you know, you won the jackpot,
and I-I feel like I did, too.
579
00:25:54,333 --> 00:25:55,750
[cheering and applause]
580
00:25:55,833 --> 00:25:57,750
[♪ Depeche Mode sing
"Just Can't Get Enough"]
581
00:25:57,833 --> 00:25:59,041
[Charlie] Dude, "secrets of the universe"?
582
00:25:59,125 --> 00:26:00,125
[chuckles]
583
00:26:00,208 --> 00:26:01,666
[camera clicks]
584
00:26:01,750 --> 00:26:03,250
[lively chatter]
585
00:26:08,375 --> 00:26:10,166
♪ When I'm with you, baby ♪
586
00:26:10,250 --> 00:26:12,000
♪ I go out of my head ♪
587
00:26:12,083 --> 00:26:16,333
♪ and I just can't get enough,
and I just can't get enough ♪
588
00:26:16,416 --> 00:26:18,500
♪ All the things you do to me
and everything you said...
589
00:26:18,583 --> 00:26:19,833
I'm married!
590
00:26:19,916 --> 00:26:21,000
[laughing]
591
00:26:21,708 --> 00:26:23,916
♪ I just can't get enough ♪
592
00:26:24,000 --> 00:26:26,666
- ♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪
- [shouts]
593
00:26:26,750 --> 00:26:30,958
♪ and I just can't seem
to get enough of ♪♪
594
00:26:31,041 --> 00:26:32,250
[laughing]
595
00:26:32,333 --> 00:26:33,458
[coughs]
596
00:26:33,541 --> 00:26:35,916
Ah, it's so crazy we're married.
597
00:26:37,500 --> 00:26:39,000
Did you tell Jason?
598
00:26:39,083 --> 00:26:41,000
What?
599
00:26:41,083 --> 00:26:42,500
Like, before?
600
00:26:42,583 --> 00:26:43,916
No.
601
00:26:44,000 --> 00:26:45,791
No, I promised I wouldn't.
602
00:26:47,416 --> 00:26:48,500
He was really great.
603
00:26:48,583 --> 00:26:50,375
Yeah, he was.
604
00:26:50,458 --> 00:26:51,708
[Charlie chuckles softly]
605
00:26:52,708 --> 00:26:54,041
He's got soul. [laughs]
606
00:26:54,125 --> 00:26:55,791
He's got the soul of a poet.
607
00:26:55,875 --> 00:26:56,875
It's great.
608
00:26:56,958 --> 00:26:58,666
[both laugh]
609
00:26:58,750 --> 00:27:00,125
Ah, I'm so hot.
610
00:27:01,166 --> 00:27:02,958
So hot.
611
00:27:06,166 --> 00:27:07,875
I got an idea.
612
00:27:07,958 --> 00:27:09,208
What?
613
00:27:09,291 --> 00:27:10,333
[grunts, chuckles]
614
00:27:10,416 --> 00:27:12,375
- Where we going?
- Come here.
615
00:27:12,458 --> 00:27:14,458
[chuckles]
616
00:27:14,541 --> 00:27:16,541
- This is my idea. [laughing]
- Oh, really?
617
00:27:16,625 --> 00:27:18,125
Oh, my God. What was I thinking?
618
00:27:18,208 --> 00:27:20,125
This was a bad idea. [laughs]
619
00:27:20,208 --> 00:27:21,375
Ah, it's great.
620
00:27:21,458 --> 00:27:22,708
[both laugh]
621
00:27:22,791 --> 00:27:24,458
This is the best thing we've ever done.
622
00:27:24,541 --> 00:27:25,875
[exhales slowly]
623
00:27:25,958 --> 00:27:26,958
The ice bath?
624
00:27:27,541 --> 00:27:29,041
No, the wedding, Maya.
625
00:27:29,125 --> 00:27:30,250
- [laughing]
- The wedding.
626
00:27:30,333 --> 00:27:32,250
- [♪ Bleachers sing "Blood Brothers"]
- ♪ Just to save you ♪
627
00:27:32,333 --> 00:27:34,416
♪ then ready to go ♪
628
00:27:34,500 --> 00:27:36,416
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
629
00:27:36,500 --> 00:27:38,458
♪ God, please ♪
630
00:27:38,541 --> 00:27:39,958
♪ make it all go slow ♪
631
00:27:40,041 --> 00:27:41,416
[playful chatter]
632
00:27:43,500 --> 00:27:47,875
♪ The bad beats, the radio ♪
633
00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:50,625
♪ Whoa, oh, oh, oh, oh ♪
634
00:27:50,708 --> 00:27:52,708
♪ Blood brother ♪
635
00:27:52,791 --> 00:27:55,875
♪ it's over soon ♪
636
00:27:55,958 --> 00:27:57,541
♪ I'll always carry you...
637
00:27:57,625 --> 00:28:00,500
Wait, wait! Not that one.
Not that one. Not that one.
638
00:28:00,583 --> 00:28:02,041
[Jason] Uh, Maya.
639
00:28:02,125 --> 00:28:03,625
Potato or sweet potato?
640
00:28:03,708 --> 00:28:05,041
- [Maya] Sweet potato.
- [smoke alarm beeping]
641
00:28:05,125 --> 00:28:07,083
Oh. [mutters]
642
00:28:07,166 --> 00:28:08,750
- [exclaims]
- Uh...
643
00:28:08,833 --> 00:28:11,375
- [coughs]
- Get the window.
644
00:28:11,458 --> 00:28:13,208
[urgent chatter]
645
00:28:16,833 --> 00:28:17,958
- It looks good.
- What?
646
00:28:18,041 --> 00:28:19,500
- [Charlie laughing]
- It looks good.
647
00:28:19,583 --> 00:28:21,083
- [Kali] Oh, it looks fine.
- [Charlie] Yeah, it's crispy.
648
00:28:21,166 --> 00:28:22,416
[beeping stops]
649
00:28:22,500 --> 00:28:25,708
♪ I'll meet you
in forever's parking lot...
650
00:28:27,666 --> 00:28:29,000
Foul. Foul.
651
00:28:30,041 --> 00:28:31,833
♪ God, please ♪
652
00:28:31,916 --> 00:28:33,833
♪ make it all go slow ♪
653
00:28:36,833 --> 00:28:39,041
♪ Blood brother ♪
654
00:28:39,125 --> 00:28:42,166
♪ it's over soon ♪
655
00:28:42,250 --> 00:28:43,625
- ♪ I'll always carry you ♪♪
- [song fades]
656
00:28:43,708 --> 00:28:45,583
Sorry to interrupt your date.
657
00:28:45,666 --> 00:28:47,958
- Mm. We don't mind a little third wheel.
- Yeah.
658
00:28:48,041 --> 00:28:49,166
How'd you find us?
659
00:28:49,250 --> 00:28:51,166
[Charlie and Jason laughing]
660
00:28:51,250 --> 00:28:53,250
- [food sizzling]
- [quiet chatter]
661
00:28:54,541 --> 00:28:57,333
You, uh... you think
this is gonna be a big thing?
662
00:28:57,416 --> 00:28:58,833
[newswoman over TV] ...here in the US.
663
00:28:58,916 --> 00:29:02,708
America's 15th case comes
as infections skyrocket
664
00:29:02,791 --> 00:29:04,750
across mainland China and spread...
665
00:29:05,791 --> 00:29:07,250
- [urgent chatter]
- [people coughing]
666
00:29:07,333 --> 00:29:09,083
We'll get you another blanket, okay?
667
00:29:09,166 --> 00:29:11,166
[urgent chatter and coughing continue]
668
00:29:12,583 --> 00:29:14,041
[Maya] Kali, any room in the ICU?
669
00:29:14,125 --> 00:29:16,375
- How's bed 19?
- No. And bad.
670
00:29:16,458 --> 00:29:18,458
[woman speaking Armenian over tablet]
671
00:29:32,916 --> 00:29:34,500
[Maya] Mr. Alvarez.
672
00:29:34,583 --> 00:29:38,416
We're still waiting on a room, but can I
get you a warm blanket while we wait?
673
00:29:40,916 --> 00:29:43,750
One of the nurses showed me the review
for your restaurant in the Globe.
674
00:29:43,833 --> 00:29:45,291
It looks amazing.
675
00:29:45,375 --> 00:29:46,416
I can't wait to bring my husband.
676
00:29:46,500 --> 00:29:47,583
He's gonna order half the menu.
677
00:29:47,666 --> 00:29:49,625
I'm gonna be right back
with your blanket, okay?
678
00:29:49,708 --> 00:29:52,125
[woman speaking indistinctly over P.A.]
679
00:30:07,458 --> 00:30:09,500
[woman speaking indistinctly
over speakers]
680
00:30:09,583 --> 00:30:10,958
[Maya] Hey, sweetie.
681
00:30:11,041 --> 00:30:13,458
[Charlie] Hey, babe. Be off in a second.
682
00:30:15,541 --> 00:30:17,250
Next, I think we'll get into
683
00:30:17,333 --> 00:30:20,416
the Attention Restoration Theory
using sound.
684
00:30:20,500 --> 00:30:22,458
- [dog barking over speakers]
- I know that, um...
685
00:30:22,541 --> 00:30:24,875
[man over speakers] Sorry,
I'll go on mute.
686
00:30:24,958 --> 00:30:27,083
[woman over speakers] Can you elaborate on
687
00:30:27,166 --> 00:30:31,000
the relationship between auditory stimuli
and neurodivergence?
688
00:30:31,083 --> 00:30:32,333
- [Charlie] Yeah. Actually...
- [shower knob squeaks]
689
00:30:38,041 --> 00:30:39,416
[Charlie] Hey.
690
00:30:40,875 --> 00:30:42,708
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
691
00:30:44,500 --> 00:30:46,416
[sighs] How was today?
692
00:30:47,041 --> 00:30:49,250
They turned the hockey rink into a morgue.
693
00:30:49,333 --> 00:30:50,541
[sighs]
694
00:30:51,833 --> 00:30:54,125
Well, uh...
695
00:30:54,208 --> 00:30:56,250
well, at least tomorrow you have...
696
00:30:56,333 --> 00:30:58,041
- Mm-mm.
- What?
697
00:30:59,500 --> 00:31:00,875
I have to go in.
698
00:31:00,958 --> 00:31:02,791
They're short-staffed. Everybody's sick.
699
00:31:04,375 --> 00:31:06,541
I think you need to go stay at your mom's.
700
00:31:07,625 --> 00:31:08,666
No.
701
00:31:09,708 --> 00:31:11,375
I'm staying here with you.
702
00:31:11,458 --> 00:31:12,875
- [door opens]
- Uh, take your time.
703
00:31:12,958 --> 00:31:15,250
- I'm starting dinner.
- [door closes]
704
00:31:15,333 --> 00:31:16,875
[sighs]
705
00:31:16,958 --> 00:31:19,291
[somber music playing]
706
00:31:19,375 --> 00:31:21,916
[breathes deeply]
707
00:31:24,458 --> 00:31:26,500
[kissing]
708
00:31:32,083 --> 00:31:33,625
[woman] We should cross.
709
00:31:40,333 --> 00:31:42,333
- [busy chatter]
- [people coughing]
710
00:31:43,750 --> 00:31:45,166
[device beeping]
711
00:31:45,250 --> 00:31:46,458
[Maya] Kali.
712
00:31:47,458 --> 00:31:48,708
We got this.
713
00:31:49,708 --> 00:31:51,208
[medical alarm beeping]
714
00:31:51,291 --> 00:31:53,625
- [man over P.A.] Code blue.
- [nurse] Coding. I need paddles.
715
00:31:53,708 --> 00:31:55,375
- Bed 15, Alvarez.
- [man over P.A.] Code blue.
716
00:31:55,458 --> 00:31:57,333
- [nurse] Go, go, go!
- [doctor] Shock.
717
00:31:57,416 --> 00:31:58,791
[electrical thump]
718
00:31:58,875 --> 00:31:59,875
[doctor 2] Starting compressions.
719
00:31:59,958 --> 00:32:01,041
- [defibrillator charging]
- [doctor 3] Reset.
720
00:32:01,125 --> 00:32:02,500
Charge to 300.
721
00:32:02,583 --> 00:32:03,958
[doctor 4] Clear.
722
00:32:04,041 --> 00:32:05,166
- [doctor] Shock.
- [electrical thump]
723
00:32:05,250 --> 00:32:08,041
♪ ♪
724
00:32:18,625 --> 00:32:20,625
- [glass clinks]
- [drink pours]
725
00:32:27,416 --> 00:32:29,083
Hey.
726
00:32:29,166 --> 00:32:30,375
[Maya sighs]
727
00:32:32,875 --> 00:32:33,916
Bad one?
728
00:32:37,791 --> 00:32:39,541
[sighs] That's really sweet.
729
00:32:49,666 --> 00:32:52,291
[♪ Nara Leão sings "Diz Que Vou Por Aí"]
730
00:32:54,791 --> 00:32:57,166
When all this is over,
I just want to run away.
731
00:32:57,250 --> 00:33:00,041
Can I come with you? [chuckles]
732
00:33:00,125 --> 00:33:01,208
Where you want to go?
733
00:33:01,291 --> 00:33:03,000
I want to go all the places
we talked about
734
00:33:03,083 --> 00:33:04,750
- but we haven't actually been.
- Okay, so Japan.
735
00:33:04,833 --> 00:33:06,583
You want to go there. I know that.
736
00:33:06,666 --> 00:33:08,125
- Yeah.
- Where else?
737
00:33:08,208 --> 00:33:10,583
- Portugal.
- Cool.
738
00:33:10,666 --> 00:33:11,708
Spain.
739
00:33:11,791 --> 00:33:14,208
Hold on. I'm writing this down.
740
00:33:14,291 --> 00:33:16,291
[song continues quietly
with lyrics in Portuguese]
741
00:33:16,375 --> 00:33:18,333
[sighs]
742
00:33:19,625 --> 00:33:22,500
Uh, so Japan's on there.
743
00:33:22,583 --> 00:33:23,708
What was the other-- Spain.
744
00:33:24,291 --> 00:33:26,083
Portugal.
745
00:33:26,166 --> 00:33:28,833
The whole I-Iberian Peninsula. [chuckles]
746
00:33:28,916 --> 00:33:30,375
What else?
747
00:33:30,458 --> 00:33:35,083
I've always wanted to do one of those,
um, swamp tour things.
748
00:33:35,166 --> 00:33:36,916
[chuckles] You serious?
749
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:38,666
- What? [laughs]
- Okay.
750
00:33:39,375 --> 00:33:41,458
"Swamp tour things." Great.
751
00:33:43,250 --> 00:33:44,875
What if we really did?
752
00:33:44,958 --> 00:33:47,666
I mean, what if I took leave
for a while and...
753
00:33:49,208 --> 00:33:50,958
- ...we traveled?
- Really?
754
00:33:51,541 --> 00:33:52,541
Yeah.
755
00:33:53,541 --> 00:33:54,750
Okay.
756
00:33:56,041 --> 00:33:57,041
Okay, yeah.
757
00:33:57,125 --> 00:33:58,166
Hell yeah.
758
00:33:58,250 --> 00:33:59,875
I'll apply for a sabbatical.
759
00:33:59,958 --> 00:34:03,291
So, we travel the world,
you'll wrestle some alligators
760
00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:05,291
in the swamps. [chuckles]
761
00:34:05,375 --> 00:34:08,041
[laughing]
762
00:34:08,125 --> 00:34:09,583
And then what? What do you want to do?
763
00:34:09,666 --> 00:34:11,291
Come home and...?
764
00:34:13,125 --> 00:34:14,208
[both laugh]
765
00:34:14,291 --> 00:34:16,666
What? I didn't say anything.
766
00:34:19,041 --> 00:34:21,041
- I can hear you thinking.
- Can you?
767
00:34:23,791 --> 00:34:24,875
Uh, look, I...
768
00:34:27,125 --> 00:34:28,750
I want what you want.
769
00:34:29,875 --> 00:34:31,791
Okay? And we're already a family.
770
00:34:32,875 --> 00:34:33,875
And I love it.
771
00:34:35,875 --> 00:34:37,916
But I think we'd be really good at it.
772
00:34:38,875 --> 00:34:40,291
I do.
773
00:34:40,375 --> 00:34:42,041
And I think we'd have a lot of fun.
774
00:34:45,125 --> 00:34:46,750
[inhales sharply]
775
00:34:46,833 --> 00:34:50,416
It's always scared me so much
just to even...
776
00:34:50,500 --> 00:34:51,875
think about.
777
00:34:54,083 --> 00:34:55,916
But with you, I can really picture it.
778
00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:58,083
- Really?
- Yeah.
779
00:34:59,583 --> 00:35:00,875
Which is also scary.
780
00:35:00,958 --> 00:35:02,708
- [laughing]
- Yeah? [chuckles]
781
00:35:02,791 --> 00:35:03,791
I mean, yeah.
782
00:35:03,875 --> 00:35:06,291
[both laughing]
783
00:35:06,375 --> 00:35:08,083
Yeah.
784
00:35:08,166 --> 00:35:10,166
[siren wailing in distance]
785
00:35:11,541 --> 00:35:13,500
I'm gonna turn the music up, okay?
786
00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:16,708
Let me up.
787
00:35:21,500 --> 00:35:23,500
[siren continues]
788
00:35:25,291 --> 00:35:26,708
[music volume increases]
789
00:35:26,791 --> 00:35:28,791
[song continues with lyrics in Portuguese]
790
00:35:33,166 --> 00:35:34,541
[song ends]
791
00:35:34,625 --> 00:35:36,625
[crickets chirping]
792
00:35:39,833 --> 00:35:41,833
[Charlie coughing]
793
00:35:43,250 --> 00:35:45,625
[clearing throat]
794
00:35:45,708 --> 00:35:47,708
[Maya] I know, Ruth. I feel terrible.
795
00:35:50,000 --> 00:35:51,958
Yes. I'm well aware.
796
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:57,375
- No, I'm positive, too, so I can't go in.
- [coughing]
797
00:35:57,458 --> 00:35:59,541
I'll be with him.
798
00:35:59,625 --> 00:36:01,916
- Don't worry. He'll be okay.
- [device beeps]
799
00:36:02,000 --> 00:36:04,041
- [TV playing quietly]
- [laughing]
800
00:36:04,125 --> 00:36:06,041
[Joe Exotic laughing over TV]
801
00:36:06,125 --> 00:36:08,166
Now it hurts. [laughing]
802
00:36:08,250 --> 00:36:10,166
[wheezing softly]
803
00:36:10,250 --> 00:36:12,250
[somber music playing]
804
00:36:17,333 --> 00:36:19,041
[Charlie coughing]
805
00:36:19,125 --> 00:36:21,166
[coughing]
806
00:36:24,125 --> 00:36:25,541
[coughs]
807
00:36:30,875 --> 00:36:31,916
[inhales deeply]
808
00:36:32,000 --> 00:36:33,375
[Maya] Jason dropped this off for you.
809
00:36:34,166 --> 00:36:38,208
He said he made it, but it tastes
suspiciously like Boston Market.
810
00:36:38,291 --> 00:36:39,791
[chuckles softly]
811
00:36:39,875 --> 00:36:41,750
[laughs]
812
00:36:41,833 --> 00:36:43,333
[coughing]
813
00:36:43,416 --> 00:36:44,500
[whispers] Shit.
814
00:36:44,583 --> 00:36:46,583
♪ ♪
815
00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:53,083
[beeps]
816
00:36:54,708 --> 00:36:55,791
[beeps]
817
00:36:57,708 --> 00:37:00,333
[Charlie breathing heavily]
818
00:37:00,416 --> 00:37:01,708
Sweetie.
819
00:37:01,791 --> 00:37:03,458
Yeah. Hey.
820
00:37:04,958 --> 00:37:07,541
Your O2's not great,
and you're short of breath.
821
00:37:07,625 --> 00:37:09,166
At 90, we're going in.
822
00:37:09,250 --> 00:37:11,208
No, they're, uh...
823
00:37:11,291 --> 00:37:13,958
[breathing heavily]
824
00:37:14,041 --> 00:37:15,958
They're not gonna let you
in there with me.
825
00:37:17,750 --> 00:37:19,791
We got to stay here at home.
826
00:37:21,458 --> 00:37:23,583
[Maya] How bad is it over there?
827
00:37:23,666 --> 00:37:25,500
[Kali over phone] Bring him in
if you absolutely have to,
828
00:37:25,583 --> 00:37:27,250
but we're still short on beds.
829
00:37:27,333 --> 00:37:28,458
- The hallway's overflowing.
- [coughing]
830
00:37:28,541 --> 00:37:29,791
It's not good.
831
00:37:32,416 --> 00:37:34,583
Sweetie, I'm gonna prop
your head up a little bit.
832
00:37:34,666 --> 00:37:35,958
[coughs]
833
00:37:41,666 --> 00:37:42,791
[coughs]
834
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:46,750
[sighs, coughs]
835
00:37:50,541 --> 00:37:51,750
[inhales deeply]
836
00:37:53,833 --> 00:37:55,916
- It's 90.
- [weakly] Huh? What?
837
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,583
It's 90. We're going.
838
00:37:57,666 --> 00:37:58,916
Oh, no.
839
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:00,458
I'm bringing you to the hospital, sweetie.
840
00:38:00,541 --> 00:38:01,666
No. [coughs]
841
00:38:02,250 --> 00:38:04,458
I work at Boston General.
Can I please ride with him?
842
00:38:04,541 --> 00:38:05,958
[paramedic] Then you know
we can't take you.
843
00:38:06,041 --> 00:38:07,291
- You noted that he has asthma?
- We did.
844
00:38:07,375 --> 00:38:08,791
Will you please tell them
to call me the second
845
00:38:08,875 --> 00:38:10,583
- that he is triaged, please?
- [ambulance doors close]
846
00:38:10,666 --> 00:38:11,916
Sweetheart, I'll be right there, okay?
847
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:13,166
I'm right behind you!
848
00:38:13,250 --> 00:38:14,833
[siren wailing]
849
00:38:14,916 --> 00:38:16,125
You have to get me in.
850
00:38:16,208 --> 00:38:17,291
[Kali over phone] I will do
what I can, Maya,
851
00:38:17,375 --> 00:38:18,458
but you know how strict they're being.
852
00:38:18,541 --> 00:38:19,833
But don't worry. I'm on radio with them.
853
00:38:19,916 --> 00:38:20,916
I'm gonna be down here when he arrives.
854
00:38:21,000 --> 00:38:22,333
What's his O2 sat? He has asthma.
855
00:38:22,416 --> 00:38:24,333
- He has to be first priority for a bed.
- [radio chatter over phone]
856
00:38:24,416 --> 00:38:25,833
Oh. Oh, shit, Maya. He just syncopized.
857
00:38:25,916 --> 00:38:26,916
I got to go.
858
00:38:27,000 --> 00:38:28,166
[line beeps]
859
00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:31,208
[keys jangling]
860
00:38:33,166 --> 00:38:34,791
[man coughing]
861
00:38:34,875 --> 00:38:36,625
Kali, I've tried everything,
and they're not letting me in.
862
00:38:36,708 --> 00:38:38,125
Will you please come down here
and get me inside?
863
00:38:38,208 --> 00:38:40,416
[Kali over phone] Maya, stop.
864
00:38:40,500 --> 00:38:42,750
I'm putting you on FaceTime, okay?
865
00:38:42,833 --> 00:38:43,958
What?
866
00:38:44,041 --> 00:38:46,041
[siren wailing in distance]
867
00:38:47,208 --> 00:38:49,375
- What?
- Look, we had to intubate him,
868
00:38:49,458 --> 00:38:52,583
and h-he's not doing well on the tube.
869
00:38:52,666 --> 00:38:54,666
- Well, do something else.
- I'm really sorry, Maya.
870
00:38:54,750 --> 00:38:56,166
We're trying everything.
871
00:38:56,250 --> 00:38:58,625
Whatever you need to say,
you need to say it now, okay?
872
00:39:03,541 --> 00:39:04,583
[stammers] Hi.
873
00:39:04,666 --> 00:39:06,208
Honey, honey, honey, honey, honey, honey.
874
00:39:06,291 --> 00:39:07,291
I'm right here.
875
00:39:07,375 --> 00:39:09,333
Sweetie, I'm right here with you, okay?
876
00:39:09,416 --> 00:39:10,541
I'm right here.
877
00:39:10,625 --> 00:39:12,875
You're okay. You're okay, okay?
878
00:39:12,958 --> 00:39:14,125
Just stay strong.
879
00:39:14,208 --> 00:39:15,458
You're so strong.
880
00:39:15,541 --> 00:39:17,541
I'm right here. You're so strong.
881
00:39:17,625 --> 00:39:19,875
You're so strong.
You're gonna be just fine.
882
00:39:19,958 --> 00:39:21,791
Just stay with me.
883
00:39:21,875 --> 00:39:23,833
Honey, we're gonna have babies.
884
00:39:23,916 --> 00:39:25,458
We're gonna have babies.
We're gonna have a family.
885
00:39:25,541 --> 00:39:26,750
We're gonna grow old together.
886
00:39:26,833 --> 00:39:28,541
We're gonna do
so many wonderful things, okay?
887
00:39:28,625 --> 00:39:29,666
You just stay right here with me.
888
00:39:29,750 --> 00:39:30,750
- [medical alarm beeping over phone]
- [Kali] Coding.
889
00:39:30,833 --> 00:39:31,875
[Maya] You just stay right here.
890
00:39:31,958 --> 00:39:33,125
[Kali] Put the bed down!
891
00:39:33,208 --> 00:39:34,208
[urgent chatter over phone]
892
00:39:34,291 --> 00:39:35,291
[doctor] Prepare to shock.
893
00:39:35,375 --> 00:39:36,875
[Maya] Kali?
894
00:39:36,958 --> 00:39:37,958
- [doctor] Charging.
- Kali?
895
00:39:38,041 --> 00:39:39,041
- [Kali] Come on, Charlie.
- [doctor 2] Clear.
896
00:39:39,125 --> 00:39:40,958
[defibrillator charging over phone]
897
00:39:41,041 --> 00:39:42,458
- [doctor] Shock.
- [electrical thump over phone]
898
00:39:42,541 --> 00:39:43,625
Kali, Kali, Kali!
899
00:39:43,708 --> 00:39:45,000
[doctor 2] No pulse.
900
00:39:45,083 --> 00:39:46,875
[doctor] Resetting.
901
00:39:46,958 --> 00:39:48,166
- Charging.
- [defibrillator charging over phone]
902
00:39:48,250 --> 00:39:50,083
[Kali] Come on, Charlie. Come on.
903
00:39:50,166 --> 00:39:51,500
[doctor 2] Clear.
904
00:39:51,583 --> 00:39:52,791
- [doctor] Shock.
- [electrical thump over phone]
905
00:39:52,875 --> 00:39:54,875
[Maya sobbing]
906
00:39:57,500 --> 00:40:01,083
[coughing]
907
00:40:01,166 --> 00:40:03,166
[sobbing]
908
00:40:09,208 --> 00:40:10,583
[coughing, gasping]
909
00:40:10,666 --> 00:40:12,083
[muttering]
910
00:40:12,166 --> 00:40:14,166
- [gasping]
- [line ringing]
911
00:40:15,916 --> 00:40:17,833
[hyperventilating]
912
00:40:17,916 --> 00:40:19,041
[line continues ringing]
913
00:40:21,041 --> 00:40:22,250
[sniffles]
914
00:40:23,500 --> 00:40:25,583
[Ruth over phone] Hi, Maya.
How's he doing?
915
00:40:25,666 --> 00:40:27,583
[sniffling]
916
00:40:27,666 --> 00:40:28,708
[sobbing softly]
917
00:40:28,791 --> 00:40:30,541
Sorry, the TV is loud.
918
00:40:30,625 --> 00:40:31,750
Where's the clicker?
919
00:40:31,833 --> 00:40:33,041
Kerry.
920
00:40:34,458 --> 00:40:36,458
Hey. Hi.
921
00:40:36,541 --> 00:40:37,750
- How's he doing?
- [gasps]
922
00:40:48,500 --> 00:40:51,458
[phone vibrating]
923
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:04,000
[phone vibrating]
924
00:41:18,375 --> 00:41:20,375
[car door opens and closes outside]
925
00:41:21,666 --> 00:41:23,833
[dog barking in distance]
926
00:41:23,916 --> 00:41:26,333
[doorbell buzzing]
927
00:41:26,416 --> 00:41:28,041
[Ruth from outside] Maya!
928
00:41:28,125 --> 00:41:30,500
[doorbell buzzing]
929
00:41:30,583 --> 00:41:32,916
Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!
930
00:41:33,958 --> 00:41:36,041
[doorbell buzzing]
931
00:41:36,125 --> 00:41:38,500
- [crying] Maya.
- [breathing heavily]
932
00:41:38,583 --> 00:41:40,750
They won't let me into the hospital.
933
00:41:40,833 --> 00:41:42,541
Maya, I need your help.
934
00:41:44,708 --> 00:41:46,458
They won't let me into the... [sobbing]
935
00:41:46,541 --> 00:41:48,041
- [doorbell buzzing]
- Maya!
936
00:41:48,125 --> 00:41:50,333
[doorbell buzzing continuously]
937
00:41:50,416 --> 00:41:52,500
- It's Ruth!
- [buzzing stops]
938
00:42:11,833 --> 00:42:13,833
- [bird cooing]
- [wings flapping]
939
00:42:43,833 --> 00:42:46,541
[tram rumbling]
940
00:42:49,208 --> 00:42:50,958
[man speaking Portuguese over P.A.]
941
00:42:51,041 --> 00:42:53,041
[air brakes hissing]
942
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:05,000
[pensive music playing]
943
00:43:07,333 --> 00:43:08,708
[tram bell rings]
944
00:43:13,291 --> 00:43:15,125
♪ ♪
945
00:43:29,666 --> 00:43:31,291
[Maya] Your surgery was Tuesday?
946
00:43:31,375 --> 00:43:33,000
[man over laptop] Yes, uh,
Tuesday morning.
947
00:43:33,083 --> 00:43:34,500
I tried my best to stay off of it,
948
00:43:34,583 --> 00:43:37,125
but if I have to go up
and use the bathroom,
949
00:43:37,208 --> 00:43:39,875
uh, I can't put any weight
down on it whatsoever.
950
00:43:39,958 --> 00:43:41,875
Did you finish your round of antibiotics?
951
00:43:41,958 --> 00:43:43,583
[lively chatter]
952
00:43:46,458 --> 00:43:48,416
Excuse me.
Can I get another glass of wine?
953
00:43:48,500 --> 00:43:49,750
[waitress speaks Portuguese]
954
00:43:49,833 --> 00:43:51,916
[man] Hey, are you American?
955
00:43:53,333 --> 00:43:54,458
[man 2] Us, too.
956
00:43:54,541 --> 00:43:56,458
We're here for a wedding, actually.
957
00:43:56,541 --> 00:43:57,625
Are you here on, like, vacation?
958
00:43:57,708 --> 00:43:58,708
[Maya] No.
959
00:44:01,958 --> 00:44:03,958
[man] Uh, s-so you live here?
960
00:44:07,875 --> 00:44:09,166
Sort of.
961
00:44:09,250 --> 00:44:11,291
Well, you should join us.
962
00:44:11,375 --> 00:44:13,041
Next round's on me.
963
00:44:13,125 --> 00:44:14,375
Yeah, I think about it.
964
00:44:14,458 --> 00:44:15,833
Like, I know the dance,
965
00:44:15,916 --> 00:44:18,625
I could do the dance now,
but whether it would--
966
00:44:18,708 --> 00:44:20,208
- [vomiting]
- [groans]
967
00:44:21,875 --> 00:44:23,291
- [retches]
- Are you okay?
968
00:44:23,375 --> 00:44:25,083
You still want to...?
969
00:44:25,166 --> 00:44:27,000
Oh, uh...
970
00:44:27,083 --> 00:44:29,208
uh, yeah, I'm good.
971
00:44:29,291 --> 00:44:31,291
[quiet chatter]
972
00:44:36,583 --> 00:44:38,125
[Maya] What color is your mucus?
973
00:44:38,208 --> 00:44:39,708
[patient over laptop] Maybe beige.
I don't know.
974
00:44:39,791 --> 00:44:43,375
It's just really thick and not nice.
975
00:44:44,708 --> 00:44:46,708
[Maya] I used to rehab antiques.
976
00:44:46,791 --> 00:44:47,791
Um...
977
00:44:48,583 --> 00:44:49,958
...like, fix things up.
978
00:44:50,958 --> 00:44:52,458
[smacks lips, inhales]
979
00:44:52,541 --> 00:44:54,000
[sighs] I-I don't know.
980
00:44:54,083 --> 00:44:56,791
I really don't,
I don't want stuff anymore.
981
00:44:56,875 --> 00:44:59,958
What about an entirely new activity?
982
00:45:00,041 --> 00:45:02,041
Something you've never tried before.
983
00:45:03,125 --> 00:45:05,666
And not connected to Charlie
984
00:45:05,750 --> 00:45:08,458
or your past interests.
985
00:45:08,541 --> 00:45:10,166
It's okay if you don't feel ready.
986
00:45:10,250 --> 00:45:14,291
I mean, sometimes we need action
to come before motivation.
987
00:45:15,791 --> 00:45:20,083
[group] ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
988
00:45:20,166 --> 00:45:23,583
- ♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
- [man laughs]
989
00:45:23,666 --> 00:45:24,958
- [man] Come on.
- [man 2] Hey!
990
00:45:25,041 --> 00:45:29,166
♪ Happy birthday, dear Fábio ♪♪
991
00:45:29,250 --> 00:45:30,833
[man] Oh, oh! Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
992
00:45:30,916 --> 00:45:33,458
[urgent chatter in English and Portuguese]
993
00:45:33,541 --> 00:45:34,583
Ice, ice!
994
00:45:34,666 --> 00:45:36,458
- Get them some ice.
- [man 3] Ice.
995
00:45:36,541 --> 00:45:37,750
[man] We have butter here. Come on.
996
00:45:37,833 --> 00:45:38,833
[man 2] Give me your hand, man.
Give me your hand.
997
00:45:38,916 --> 00:45:40,041
[woman speaking Portuguese]
998
00:45:40,125 --> 00:45:41,541
Please don't put butter on that burn.
999
00:45:41,625 --> 00:45:42,916
[chatter stops]
1000
00:45:43,000 --> 00:45:45,916
Just gonna trap the heat in
and get infected.
1001
00:45:47,125 --> 00:45:48,583
I'm a nurse.
1002
00:45:49,958 --> 00:45:50,958
[Felix] What do you reckon?
1003
00:45:53,250 --> 00:45:54,541
- It looks good.
- Yeah?
1004
00:45:54,625 --> 00:45:55,625
Blistering normally.
1005
00:45:55,708 --> 00:45:57,416
Leave it like that for 15 minutes,
1006
00:45:57,500 --> 00:45:59,625
- and you'll be good.
- Fifteen minutes?
1007
00:45:59,708 --> 00:46:01,166
Get comfortable.
1008
00:46:01,875 --> 00:46:03,125
What's the little bird?
1009
00:46:03,208 --> 00:46:04,916
Oh, um, that's for my daughter.
1010
00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:07,083
It's a character from her favorite book.
1011
00:46:07,166 --> 00:46:08,375
She's five.
1012
00:46:10,708 --> 00:46:13,875
So, like, what do you... what do you do?
1013
00:46:13,958 --> 00:46:15,208
You... you nurse.
1014
00:46:15,291 --> 00:46:17,958
You work, uh, work in a hospital or...?
1015
00:46:18,958 --> 00:46:20,500
I used to. [sighs]
1016
00:46:20,583 --> 00:46:22,500
- Oh, cool.
- [smacks lips]
1017
00:46:22,583 --> 00:46:24,750
- That's nice.
- Million years ago.
1018
00:46:24,833 --> 00:46:26,416
- Yeah, yeah.
- Okay.
1019
00:46:27,041 --> 00:46:28,541
You're not, you're not staying?
1020
00:46:31,083 --> 00:46:32,375
I've got a drink to finish.
1021
00:46:32,458 --> 00:46:33,500
Let me get you a fresh one.
1022
00:46:33,583 --> 00:46:35,375
I'll take you out for a fresh drink.
1023
00:46:35,458 --> 00:46:38,625
In about... 13 minutes.
1024
00:46:41,958 --> 00:46:43,333
You don't like fresh drinks?
1025
00:46:44,791 --> 00:46:46,666
- What about your friends?
- They won't care.
1026
00:46:46,750 --> 00:46:48,458
I've been with them all day.
1027
00:46:51,333 --> 00:46:53,125
- I'm not really a good time.
- I am.
1028
00:46:55,791 --> 00:46:58,416
And you look like you need a distraction.
1029
00:46:58,500 --> 00:47:00,500
[ethereal music playing]
1030
00:47:01,583 --> 00:47:05,375
So, um, when you're not doing telehealth
1031
00:47:05,458 --> 00:47:07,875
and, um, rescuing people at bars...?
1032
00:47:09,166 --> 00:47:11,458
I wander around, and I, uh...
1033
00:47:12,833 --> 00:47:14,791
...I eat and I drink.
1034
00:47:15,500 --> 00:47:17,000
Probably too much of both.
1035
00:47:17,083 --> 00:47:19,416
So that's what brought you to Europe?
1036
00:47:19,500 --> 00:47:21,083
Solitary hedonism?
1037
00:47:22,708 --> 00:47:23,708
Distraction.
1038
00:47:23,791 --> 00:47:24,916
In your words.
1039
00:47:25,000 --> 00:47:26,333
We should go in here.
1040
00:47:26,416 --> 00:47:27,958
I don't really dance anymore.
1041
00:47:28,041 --> 00:47:29,416
What are you talking about?
1042
00:47:29,500 --> 00:47:30,750
Let's go.
1043
00:47:30,833 --> 00:47:32,458
[muffled dance music playing]
1044
00:47:32,541 --> 00:47:34,541
[dance music continues]
1045
00:47:38,333 --> 00:47:40,333
[singer vocalizing]
1046
00:47:54,791 --> 00:47:57,041
[Maya] My husband died three years ago.
1047
00:47:58,250 --> 00:47:59,708
[Felix] I'm so sorry.
1048
00:48:01,250 --> 00:48:02,416
[Maya] Thanks.
1049
00:48:05,208 --> 00:48:07,333
It's amazing how much you can
talk about your dead husband
1050
00:48:07,416 --> 00:48:09,208
and people still want to sleep with you.
1051
00:48:13,250 --> 00:48:14,250
I don't mean you.
1052
00:48:14,333 --> 00:48:15,375
- I just mean generally.
- [laughs] Oh.
1053
00:48:15,458 --> 00:48:17,083
I know, I know, I know. That's, um...
1054
00:48:17,791 --> 00:48:20,000
That's a good observation, to be fair.
1055
00:48:20,083 --> 00:48:21,541
- So, do you like mustard?
- Yeah.
1056
00:48:21,625 --> 00:48:23,833
Do you like mustard
or do you love mustard?
1057
00:48:23,916 --> 00:48:26,250
- I love mustard.
- We'll see.
1058
00:48:26,333 --> 00:48:27,666
Say when.
1059
00:48:29,875 --> 00:48:31,000
When. [laughing]
1060
00:48:31,083 --> 00:48:32,875
Oh, you really like mustard.
1061
00:48:32,958 --> 00:48:34,500
You really like mustard.
1062
00:48:34,583 --> 00:48:36,666
So, what you, um, what you gonna do
1063
00:48:36,750 --> 00:48:39,500
once you finished
distracting yourself traveling?
1064
00:48:40,666 --> 00:48:42,875
I don't know. Kill myself?
1065
00:48:44,750 --> 00:48:46,875
My brother killed himself.
1066
00:48:48,166 --> 00:48:49,833
Shit.
1067
00:48:49,916 --> 00:48:51,541
You didn't know, did you?
1068
00:48:53,791 --> 00:48:56,166
You didn't know.
1069
00:48:56,250 --> 00:48:59,083
[chuckles] Why you got that face on?
1070
00:48:59,166 --> 00:49:00,416
You're fine.
1071
00:49:01,916 --> 00:49:03,083
What was his name?
1072
00:49:03,166 --> 00:49:05,875
Leon. Lee.
1073
00:49:06,666 --> 00:49:08,041
Yeah, that's my guy.
1074
00:49:09,083 --> 00:49:10,500
And thank you for asking as well.
1075
00:49:10,583 --> 00:49:11,958
A lot of people, they just kind of...
1076
00:49:13,875 --> 00:49:15,166
You know.
1077
00:49:18,375 --> 00:49:20,291
- My husband was Charlie.
- Mm?
1078
00:49:20,375 --> 00:49:21,875
- My husband was Charlie.
- Charlie.
1079
00:49:22,500 --> 00:49:23,875
Leon and Charlie.
1080
00:49:28,416 --> 00:49:31,375
And then you get, like... I don't know.
1081
00:49:31,458 --> 00:49:33,708
People just say the dumbest shit, like,
1082
00:49:33,791 --> 00:49:35,958
"Oh, you know, he's...
1083
00:49:38,166 --> 00:49:40,666
...he's in a better place now, Felix."
1084
00:49:40,750 --> 00:49:43,125
Eh, or, like...
1085
00:49:43,208 --> 00:49:46,916
you know, "He's alive,
but he's alive in you now."
1086
00:49:47,000 --> 00:49:49,291
And I'm like, "Bro, what?"
1087
00:49:49,375 --> 00:49:52,833
Like, what... what does that even...
1088
00:49:52,916 --> 00:49:54,666
what does that even mean?
1089
00:49:54,750 --> 00:49:57,208
I know it, I know it's,
I know it's love and--
1090
00:49:57,291 --> 00:50:00,208
But, like, that's not helping me.
[chuckles]
1091
00:50:01,333 --> 00:50:02,750
At all.
1092
00:50:19,833 --> 00:50:21,875
Sometimes I wish I could just forget.
1093
00:50:26,625 --> 00:50:28,000
But I can't.
1094
00:50:31,291 --> 00:50:33,000
I remember everything.
1095
00:50:36,250 --> 00:50:40,000
I remember the way
that he... chewed his pens.
1096
00:50:40,833 --> 00:50:44,166
How he made friends everywhere we went.
1097
00:50:44,250 --> 00:50:49,000
He was just present and curious and...
1098
00:50:56,125 --> 00:50:57,500
I don't know.
1099
00:51:01,250 --> 00:51:03,208
I'm not special.
1100
00:51:04,791 --> 00:51:08,000
I just met the person
that makes everything magical
1101
00:51:08,083 --> 00:51:10,416
and interesting and...
1102
00:51:14,250 --> 00:51:16,625
I-I-I got the thing.
1103
00:51:16,708 --> 00:51:18,708
I got the thing that everyone wants.
1104
00:51:19,791 --> 00:51:22,041
You know, I... I won the lottery.
1105
00:51:22,125 --> 00:51:23,333
I...
1106
00:51:25,041 --> 00:51:26,333
[sighs]
1107
00:51:31,625 --> 00:51:33,083
And then...
1108
00:51:43,916 --> 00:51:45,333
[sighs]
1109
00:51:50,125 --> 00:51:52,916
Sorry. I don't know what I'm... [chuckles]
1110
00:51:53,000 --> 00:51:54,375
Don't be.
1111
00:52:11,000 --> 00:52:13,000
[atmospheric music playing]
1112
00:52:22,416 --> 00:52:24,416
[bells chiming in distance]
1113
00:52:44,416 --> 00:52:45,750
[chuckles]
1114
00:52:55,041 --> 00:52:57,000
Take care of that burn.
1115
00:53:08,125 --> 00:53:11,125
[gentle classical music playing]
1116
00:53:28,083 --> 00:53:31,250
[phone vibrating]
1117
00:53:32,250 --> 00:53:34,250
[doorbell buzzing repeatedly]
1118
00:53:36,375 --> 00:53:38,291
[buzzing fades]
1119
00:53:38,375 --> 00:53:40,375
[gentle classical music continues]
1120
00:53:45,166 --> 00:53:47,083
[instructing in Portuguese]
1121
00:53:47,166 --> 00:53:49,541
[♪ Kiko Rodriguez sings "Hoy Te Vi Pasar"]
1122
00:53:50,541 --> 00:53:52,541
[teacher continues instructing
in Portuguese]
1123
00:53:59,416 --> 00:54:01,000
[music stops]
1124
00:54:01,083 --> 00:54:03,625
[instructing in Portuguese]
1125
00:54:15,375 --> 00:54:17,833
Meo português no é bono.
1126
00:54:17,916 --> 00:54:19,166
[chuckles] Don't worry.
1127
00:54:19,250 --> 00:54:20,333
You just follow me.
1128
00:54:21,916 --> 00:54:24,041
["Hoy Te Vi Pasar" resumes playing]
1129
00:54:24,125 --> 00:54:26,041
[teacher instructing in Portuguese]
1130
00:54:26,125 --> 00:54:28,125
[song continues with lyrics in Portuguese]
1131
00:54:31,500 --> 00:54:33,500
[teacher continues instructing
in Portuguese]
1132
00:54:44,708 --> 00:54:46,708
♪ ♪
1133
00:54:49,625 --> 00:54:51,166
[chuckles] Sorry.
1134
00:54:53,166 --> 00:54:56,208
- One, two. One, two.
- [song fades]
1135
00:54:57,250 --> 00:54:59,500
[man singing "Fado Novembro"
with lyrics in Portuguese]
1136
00:54:59,583 --> 00:55:01,583
[playing gentle guitar music]
1137
00:55:04,416 --> 00:55:07,000
[singing continues]
1138
00:55:10,000 --> 00:55:11,833
[Beatriz] I used to hate fado.
1139
00:55:12,958 --> 00:55:14,791
[Maya] How come?
1140
00:55:14,875 --> 00:55:16,791
The Salazar regime.
1141
00:55:16,875 --> 00:55:18,500
They took it. They use it.
1142
00:55:18,583 --> 00:55:22,208
So it reminded me of that time.
1143
00:55:22,291 --> 00:55:24,208
But these young, beautiful people,
1144
00:55:24,291 --> 00:55:26,750
they make it new again.
1145
00:55:27,791 --> 00:55:30,166
So now, uh, I think I like it.
1146
00:55:32,041 --> 00:55:33,166
And you, too.
1147
00:55:33,250 --> 00:55:35,583
So young and beautiful.
1148
00:55:37,208 --> 00:55:38,833
I don't feel very young.
1149
00:55:38,916 --> 00:55:40,291
Don't say that.
1150
00:55:40,375 --> 00:55:41,750
[both laugh]
1151
00:55:41,833 --> 00:55:44,291
I don't like you
when you say those things.
1152
00:55:44,375 --> 00:55:46,291
- [laughing] Please.
- [laughing]
1153
00:55:47,541 --> 00:55:49,791
I mean, I-I don't feel...
1154
00:55:49,875 --> 00:55:52,333
I don't feel very young inside.
1155
00:55:53,041 --> 00:55:55,291
Don't choose to be unhappy.
1156
00:55:56,333 --> 00:55:59,500
It's lazy, and it's harder.
1157
00:56:05,083 --> 00:56:06,458
- [Beatriz laughs]
- Okay.
1158
00:56:06,541 --> 00:56:08,375
Valentona.
1159
00:56:08,458 --> 00:56:09,833
Understand?
1160
00:56:09,916 --> 00:56:11,208
I think so.
1161
00:56:13,333 --> 00:56:15,583
["Fado Novembro" continues
with lyrics in Portuguese]
1162
00:56:21,166 --> 00:56:22,833
[lively chatter]
1163
00:56:33,833 --> 00:56:35,833
♪ ♪
1164
00:56:39,541 --> 00:56:40,750
[keys clatter]
1165
00:56:49,666 --> 00:56:51,666
[moaning]
1166
00:56:55,875 --> 00:56:57,291
[song ends]
1167
00:56:57,375 --> 00:56:58,750
[Felix sighs]
1168
00:57:03,833 --> 00:57:05,291
I'm going to the Algarve.
1169
00:57:05,375 --> 00:57:08,416
It's a site visit for work.
1170
00:57:08,500 --> 00:57:10,625
And then I'm going back to London.
1171
00:57:10,708 --> 00:57:12,000
Um...
1172
00:57:13,125 --> 00:57:17,125
I was just wondering
if you wanted to, um...
1173
00:57:17,208 --> 00:57:20,291
join me at the beach before I go back.
1174
00:57:21,291 --> 00:57:23,125
You don't have to say anything.
1175
00:57:23,208 --> 00:57:27,708
Um, you know, you can,
you can come or, um,
1176
00:57:27,791 --> 00:57:30,208
obviously, you can not come.
1177
00:57:32,083 --> 00:57:33,083
[chuckles] Yeah.
1178
00:57:33,166 --> 00:57:36,750
But, um, yeah, I leave 12:00 tomorrow.
1179
00:57:36,833 --> 00:57:38,208
On the train.
1180
00:57:42,625 --> 00:57:44,666
Um... yeah.
1181
00:57:46,541 --> 00:57:47,750
Bye.
1182
00:57:48,750 --> 00:57:51,166
[door opens, closes]
1183
00:57:54,500 --> 00:57:56,916
[woman speaking Portuguese over P.A.]
1184
00:57:57,000 --> 00:57:59,541
[busy chatter]
1185
00:57:59,625 --> 00:58:02,625
[♪ Cigarettes After Sex sing "Apocalypse"]
1186
00:58:10,750 --> 00:58:12,750
♪ ♪
1187
00:58:13,833 --> 00:58:16,166
[seagulls squawking]
1188
00:58:20,916 --> 00:58:22,541
[laughs]
1189
00:58:25,458 --> 00:58:26,666
[Felix] Henrique. Hello, mate.
1190
00:58:26,750 --> 00:58:29,541
Um, it's Felix again.
1191
00:58:29,625 --> 00:58:31,000
Uh, we're locked out.
1192
00:58:31,083 --> 00:58:33,458
Give us a call back as soon as you can.
My phone's about to die.
1193
00:58:33,541 --> 00:58:38,083
♪ Watching cityscapes turn to dust ♪
1194
00:58:41,000 --> 00:58:44,083
♪ Filming helicopters crashing ♪
1195
00:58:44,166 --> 00:58:47,333
♪ in the ocean from way above ♪
1196
00:58:47,416 --> 00:58:49,833
Me and Leon used to do this all the time
1197
00:58:49,916 --> 00:58:51,791
in Brighton as kids.
1198
00:58:51,875 --> 00:58:54,375
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
1199
00:58:54,458 --> 00:58:56,958
♪ Tell me why ♪
1200
00:58:57,041 --> 00:58:59,458
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
1201
00:58:59,541 --> 00:59:02,000
♪ Tell me why ♪
1202
00:59:02,083 --> 00:59:04,791
♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪
1203
00:59:04,875 --> 00:59:08,291
♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪
1204
00:59:13,041 --> 00:59:16,083
♪ Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers ♪
1205
00:59:16,166 --> 00:59:19,083
{\an8}♪ wrapped in your arms ♪
1206
00:59:22,500 --> 00:59:26,541
♪ You've been hiding them
in hollowed-out pianos ♪
1207
00:59:26,625 --> 00:59:29,500
♪ left in the dark ♪
1208
00:59:33,041 --> 00:59:35,666
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
1209
00:59:35,750 --> 00:59:38,125
♪ Tell me why ♪
1210
00:59:38,208 --> 00:59:40,416
♪ Got the music in you, baby ♪
1211
00:59:40,500 --> 00:59:43,166
♪ Tell me why ♪
1212
00:59:43,250 --> 00:59:45,666
{\an8}♪ You've been locked in here forever ♪
1213
00:59:45,750 --> 00:59:49,375
{\an8}♪ and you just can't say goodbye ♪
1214
00:59:54,291 --> 00:59:56,291
♪ ♪
1215
01:00:08,083 --> 01:00:10,041
♪ Oh ♪
1216
01:00:11,083 --> 01:00:15,375
♪ When you're all alone ♪
1217
01:00:16,208 --> 01:00:19,583
♪ I will reach for you ♪
1218
01:00:21,041 --> 01:00:22,791
♪ When you're feeling low ♪
1219
01:00:22,875 --> 01:00:26,625
So we've been working on this site
for the past two years.
1220
01:00:26,708 --> 01:00:28,833
♪ I will be there, too ♪♪
1221
01:00:28,916 --> 01:00:31,041
- Bom dia.
- Bom dia.
1222
01:00:31,125 --> 01:00:33,125
♪ ♪
1223
01:00:46,208 --> 01:00:48,125
[song fades]
1224
01:00:48,208 --> 01:00:50,375
- [Maya] Wow.
- [Felix] Goûter.
1225
01:00:51,375 --> 01:00:53,416
That's, um, that's what Noelle calls it.
1226
01:00:53,500 --> 01:00:57,416
It's a snack French kids eat after school.
1227
01:00:57,500 --> 01:00:59,041
What does "goûter" mean?
1228
01:00:59,125 --> 01:01:02,166
Um, "chocolate sandwich"?
1229
01:01:02,250 --> 01:01:03,416
"Chocolate baguette"?
1230
01:01:03,500 --> 01:01:04,666
[chuckles] I don't know.
1231
01:01:04,750 --> 01:01:06,791
I just know that that's what she likes.
1232
01:01:06,875 --> 01:01:08,375
I can tell you like being a dad.
1233
01:01:08,458 --> 01:01:10,875
[chuckles] Yeah, I do.
1234
01:01:11,625 --> 01:01:13,875
Her mum and I have a...
we have a good setup.
1235
01:01:13,958 --> 01:01:15,125
How'd you two meet?
1236
01:01:15,208 --> 01:01:16,375
Um, art school.
1237
01:01:16,458 --> 01:01:17,708
And I was awful.
1238
01:01:17,791 --> 01:01:19,916
But, like, not like regular awful.
1239
01:01:20,000 --> 01:01:22,083
I was really, really bad.
1240
01:01:22,166 --> 01:01:25,125
And she was this...
1241
01:01:25,208 --> 01:01:29,125
ultra-gifted, talented student
who, like, went on
1242
01:01:29,208 --> 01:01:31,083
to open her own firm in London.
1243
01:01:31,166 --> 01:01:33,041
And that's where I'm at
when I'm not working away.
1244
01:01:33,125 --> 01:01:34,458
London boy.
1245
01:01:35,625 --> 01:01:38,750
Did you two ever talk about kids or...
1246
01:01:38,833 --> 01:01:40,875
is that not something you...?
1247
01:01:40,958 --> 01:01:42,833
- [sighs] We did. Yeah.
- Yeah?
1248
01:01:46,416 --> 01:01:48,500
Now I kind of wish that...
1249
01:01:50,083 --> 01:01:51,083
Yeah.
1250
01:01:53,125 --> 01:01:54,875
Have a piece of him left, you know?
1251
01:02:01,416 --> 01:02:05,500
It's funny, I used to think
it was selfish to have kids.
1252
01:02:06,958 --> 01:02:08,166
But...
1253
01:02:10,291 --> 01:02:12,083
...now I think it's some kind of hope.
1254
01:02:12,166 --> 01:02:13,458
Yeah.
1255
01:02:13,541 --> 01:02:15,791
Noelle was, um, well, she was unplanned,
1256
01:02:15,875 --> 01:02:21,000
so I never really had to...
1257
01:02:21,083 --> 01:02:23,375
like, tangle with that, but...
1258
01:02:23,458 --> 01:02:24,625
she is a hope.
1259
01:02:24,708 --> 01:02:25,791
It's true.
1260
01:02:26,791 --> 01:02:28,875
[atmospheric music playing]
1261
01:02:30,875 --> 01:02:32,958
[lively chatter and laughter]
1262
01:02:33,041 --> 01:02:35,166
[♪ Grupo Folclórico De Faro
play "Alma Algarvia"]
1263
01:02:37,750 --> 01:02:39,750
- [whooping]
- [rhythmic clapping]
1264
01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:45,625
- [song fades]
- [atmospheric music continues]
1265
01:02:45,708 --> 01:02:48,541
[Maya] I feel like I'm living again,
1266
01:02:48,625 --> 01:02:50,500
but it's someone else's life.
1267
01:02:54,875 --> 01:02:56,083
[Felix] What does it feel like,
1268
01:02:56,166 --> 01:02:58,208
being this other person?
1269
01:03:03,833 --> 01:03:05,333
Like a fantasy.
1270
01:03:19,666 --> 01:03:21,458
[Felix] I have to leave tomorrow.
1271
01:03:21,541 --> 01:03:23,583
Noelle got a cold,
1272
01:03:23,666 --> 01:03:26,583
and, um, they're headed home.
1273
01:03:26,666 --> 01:03:29,833
I told her that I'd be home
before they got back.
1274
01:03:29,916 --> 01:03:30,916
So...
1275
01:03:31,000 --> 01:03:32,375
Of course.
1276
01:03:33,208 --> 01:03:36,166
You probably don't want to come to...
1277
01:03:36,250 --> 01:03:37,875
To London?
1278
01:03:39,416 --> 01:03:41,708
I mean, we could say goodbye now, but...
1279
01:03:42,875 --> 01:03:45,166
...I mean, obviously,
I don't want to do that.
1280
01:03:46,416 --> 01:03:51,333
- [♪ Remy Bond sings "Cherry Red Balloon"]
- ♪ Cherry red balloon ♪
1281
01:03:59,791 --> 01:04:01,333
[laughing]
1282
01:04:01,416 --> 01:04:05,125
♪ I've run out of patience ♪
1283
01:04:05,208 --> 01:04:08,333
♪ at gasoline stations ♪
1284
01:04:08,416 --> 01:04:13,208
♪ It sounds kind of sad but true ♪♪
1285
01:04:15,833 --> 01:04:16,833
- [laughs] Me?
- [laughs] Yeah.
1286
01:04:16,916 --> 01:04:18,791
Must be impressive. Oh, here we go.
1287
01:04:18,875 --> 01:04:20,083
- [Maya] Thank you.
- [waiter] And for you, sir.
1288
01:04:20,166 --> 01:04:21,583
- [Felix] Thank you so much.
- [Maya] Pretty.
1289
01:04:22,208 --> 01:04:23,541
Looks nice. Do you want to share that?
1290
01:04:23,625 --> 01:04:25,166
- Yeah.
- Okay.
1291
01:04:25,250 --> 01:04:27,250
[song fades]
1292
01:04:28,916 --> 01:04:30,125
What's up?
1293
01:04:31,791 --> 01:04:33,041
Um...
1294
01:04:35,833 --> 01:04:37,500
- Maya.
- [murmurs softly]
1295
01:04:39,458 --> 01:04:40,875
Maya?
1296
01:04:44,125 --> 01:04:45,416
[chuckles]
1297
01:04:45,500 --> 01:04:46,750
Hi.
1298
01:04:47,916 --> 01:04:49,458
Hi. I-- You're, wha--
1299
01:04:50,958 --> 01:04:53,000
Wow. How-how-how... how are you?
1300
01:04:53,083 --> 01:04:54,458
Uh, uh...
1301
01:04:55,916 --> 01:04:57,208
What are you doing here?
1302
01:04:57,791 --> 01:04:59,708
[chuckles] I... Sorry.
1303
01:04:59,791 --> 01:05:02,375
I-I-I've spent so long trying
to get in touch with you.
1304
01:05:02,458 --> 01:05:03,458
I-I--
1305
01:05:03,541 --> 01:05:06,958
Um, I haven't really been reachable.
1306
01:05:08,500 --> 01:05:09,833
Uh-huh.
1307
01:05:11,791 --> 01:05:13,333
Yeah, I'm-I'm here with friends.
1308
01:05:13,416 --> 01:05:16,416
We're here for-for work. Are you...
1309
01:05:16,500 --> 01:05:17,500
You-you live here now?
1310
01:05:19,291 --> 01:05:20,708
No.
1311
01:05:23,375 --> 01:05:24,416
[chuckles softly]
1312
01:05:25,791 --> 01:05:27,916
[chuckles] Sorry, I'm-I'm...
1313
01:05:29,625 --> 01:05:31,291
I-- This is...
1314
01:05:31,375 --> 01:05:33,250
[Felix] I'm Felix.
1315
01:05:33,333 --> 01:05:34,625
[Jason] Hey, man. I'm-I'm Jason.
1316
01:05:34,708 --> 01:05:35,916
[Felix] Jason. Nice to meet you, mate.
1317
01:05:36,000 --> 01:05:38,208
- [Jason] Yeah, nice to meet you.
- [Felix] Nice to meet you.
1318
01:05:39,291 --> 01:05:43,083
Jason is, um, my friend from Boston.
1319
01:05:43,166 --> 01:05:45,166
[Felix] Nice. Nice.
1320
01:05:47,000 --> 01:05:49,083
"Friend from Boston"?
1321
01:05:50,125 --> 01:05:51,291
Really?
1322
01:05:51,375 --> 01:05:52,875
We were, we were family, Maya.
1323
01:05:52,958 --> 01:05:55,500
We-we... we spent holidays together.
1324
01:05:55,583 --> 01:05:57,458
I mean, we-we...
1325
01:05:57,541 --> 01:05:58,750
We did 12 Thanksgivings toget--
1326
01:05:58,833 --> 01:06:02,625
I-I... I made the speech at your wedding.
1327
01:06:02,708 --> 01:06:04,250
[chuckles] That's a lot of Thanksgivings.
1328
01:06:04,333 --> 01:06:05,708
Do you want to... do you want
to come and join us?
1329
01:06:05,791 --> 01:06:08,333
- No.
- Uh...
1330
01:06:08,416 --> 01:06:13,166
I mean, you, uh, got your...
dinner to go to.
1331
01:06:17,666 --> 01:06:19,166
What are you, what are you...
1332
01:06:19,250 --> 01:06:20,250
I mean, what-what are...
1333
01:06:20,333 --> 01:06:22,083
What the hell? What are you...
1334
01:06:22,166 --> 01:06:24,000
That's all you're gonna say to me?
1335
01:06:25,208 --> 01:06:26,541
I don't know what you want from me.
1336
01:06:26,625 --> 01:06:28,833
What I want from you?
I mean, you-you-you left.
1337
01:06:28,916 --> 01:06:29,916
You left, Maya.
1338
01:06:30,000 --> 01:06:31,500
I mean, you-you didn't say goodbye.
You didn't say any--
1339
01:06:31,583 --> 01:06:33,000
Do you know how long we spent
looking for you,
1340
01:06:33,083 --> 01:06:34,666
trying to get in touch with you
to make sure
1341
01:06:34,750 --> 01:06:36,916
that you were okay,
that everything was-was fine?
1342
01:06:37,000 --> 01:06:38,458
- I didn't ask you to do that.
- I know, but--
1343
01:06:38,541 --> 01:06:39,833
- I think that's enough. Thank you.
- It's okay. It's okay, really.
1344
01:06:39,916 --> 01:06:40,916
Will you just get out of here, please?
1345
01:06:41,000 --> 01:06:43,208
Will you just leave me alone?
Please? Go have a drink.
1346
01:06:43,291 --> 01:06:45,166
Go have ten drinks. Forget about this.
1347
01:06:45,750 --> 01:06:46,750
Okay?
1348
01:06:50,666 --> 01:06:51,875
Yeah.
1349
01:06:55,291 --> 01:06:57,291
[somber music playing]
1350
01:07:02,250 --> 01:07:03,625
Um...
1351
01:07:03,708 --> 01:07:05,666
- What was that?
- Can we get out of here?
1352
01:07:06,708 --> 01:07:08,833
I put... [breath trembles]
1353
01:07:08,916 --> 01:07:12,500
everything I needed in two suitcases.
1354
01:07:13,916 --> 01:07:18,666
I took his phone, his keys
and his birth certificate,
1355
01:07:18,750 --> 01:07:20,958
and I put them in a Stop & Shop bag,
1356
01:07:21,041 --> 01:07:25,166
and I left it outside of Jason's door.
1357
01:07:25,250 --> 01:07:26,833
Um...
1358
01:07:30,583 --> 01:07:32,583
I didn't answer my phone.
1359
01:07:34,958 --> 01:07:36,958
I didn't even answer for his mom.
1360
01:07:39,250 --> 01:07:40,750
I...
1361
01:07:44,458 --> 01:07:45,875
[sobs softly] I don't know.
1362
01:07:45,958 --> 01:07:47,333
I mean... [stammers]
1363
01:07:49,375 --> 01:07:50,458
[sniffles]
1364
01:07:51,541 --> 01:07:53,166
I guess I...
1365
01:07:54,750 --> 01:07:58,916
I couldn't be around, um...
1366
01:08:00,416 --> 01:08:02,708
...just for them to hate me, you know?
1367
01:08:02,791 --> 01:08:06,125
And blame me and...
1368
01:08:08,333 --> 01:08:09,666
You know.
1369
01:08:11,083 --> 01:08:14,041
Tell me that I should've
st-stayed somewhere else
1370
01:08:14,125 --> 01:08:16,458
and kept him safe and... [sniffles]
1371
01:08:17,541 --> 01:08:18,750
Um...
1372
01:08:21,333 --> 01:08:24,583
Yeah. I mean, and then there's...
1373
01:08:24,666 --> 01:08:26,333
Jason and what was, like...
1374
01:08:26,416 --> 01:08:27,916
[sniffles]
1375
01:08:28,000 --> 01:08:29,833
I don't know.
I just couldn't deal with it.
1376
01:08:29,916 --> 01:08:31,333
I'm...
1377
01:08:32,541 --> 01:08:34,250
I, uh...
1378
01:08:37,708 --> 01:08:39,791
I called a Taskrabbit,
1379
01:08:39,875 --> 01:08:44,041
and I had them pack up my apartment
1380
01:08:44,125 --> 01:08:47,083
and put it in a storage unit,
and I went to the airport,
1381
01:08:47,166 --> 01:08:49,250
and I threw my phone away in a trash can,
1382
01:08:49,333 --> 01:08:51,666
and then I just didn't go back.
1383
01:08:52,291 --> 01:08:53,291
[Maya sniffles]
1384
01:08:54,833 --> 01:08:56,125
[Maya sighs]
1385
01:08:57,166 --> 01:09:00,750
It's clarifying, I guess,
1386
01:09:00,833 --> 01:09:02,000
to have nobody.
1387
01:09:02,083 --> 01:09:03,833
Um, I don't know.
1388
01:09:03,916 --> 01:09:05,041
[laughs]
1389
01:09:05,125 --> 01:09:09,041
Just... float around like
a useless piece of matter in the void.
1390
01:09:09,125 --> 01:09:11,458
[laughs, sniffles]
1391
01:09:11,541 --> 01:09:12,875
Uh...
1392
01:09:14,416 --> 01:09:15,833
[sighs heavily]
1393
01:09:21,625 --> 01:09:25,333
They say you can't run away
from your life, but you can. [sniffles]
1394
01:09:27,416 --> 01:09:29,416
It just makes you a monster.
1395
01:09:42,541 --> 01:09:44,541
[somber music continues]
1396
01:10:00,083 --> 01:10:01,750
Thank you.
1397
01:10:01,833 --> 01:10:03,291
Yeah. You're welcome.
1398
01:10:16,375 --> 01:10:20,000
What if we just acknowledged
that there actually is something here?
1399
01:10:22,708 --> 01:10:24,708
What if we took that risk?
1400
01:10:27,500 --> 01:10:31,500
I mean, I know he was
the love of your life, and, um...
1401
01:10:33,916 --> 01:10:35,833
...I-I think that's beautiful.
1402
01:10:39,208 --> 01:10:41,208
But who's to say you can only have one?
1403
01:10:43,500 --> 01:10:45,500
♪ ♪
1404
01:10:57,333 --> 01:10:59,166
- [Felix speaking indistinctly]
- [kids chattering playfully]
1405
01:11:00,875 --> 01:11:02,208
[Felix] Hey.
1406
01:11:02,291 --> 01:11:03,791
Do you know who this is?
1407
01:11:03,875 --> 01:11:04,916
I do.
1408
01:11:05,000 --> 01:11:06,875
And I've seen her before.
1409
01:11:06,958 --> 01:11:09,500
Noelle, this is our friend Maya.
1410
01:11:09,583 --> 01:11:11,541
- Hi.
- Hi.
1411
01:11:11,625 --> 01:11:13,916
- So nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, too.
1412
01:11:14,000 --> 01:11:15,416
Papa.
1413
01:11:15,500 --> 01:11:17,000
[Felix] Yeah, that's a...
1414
01:11:17,083 --> 01:11:18,500
that's a nice one. Yeah.
1415
01:11:18,583 --> 01:11:21,750
So we're-we're very into signs right now,
aren't we?
1416
01:11:21,833 --> 01:11:24,125
Especially signs with a slash through it.
1417
01:11:24,208 --> 01:11:27,875
If it has a "no" or a slash,
we really like those signs.
1418
01:11:27,958 --> 01:11:29,916
- Really love them right now, don't we?
- Mm-hmm.
1419
01:11:30,625 --> 01:11:32,500
I...
1420
01:11:32,583 --> 01:11:36,125
I might have something
you could help me with.
1421
01:11:36,208 --> 01:11:38,833
I saw this sign in Madrid.
1422
01:11:38,916 --> 01:11:42,958
It didn't have a slash or a "no,"
but I thought it was pretty cool.
1423
01:11:44,000 --> 01:11:45,750
{\an8}- [Noelle] What does it mean?
- I don't know.
1424
01:11:45,833 --> 01:11:47,500
{\an8}I was thinking maybe you might know.
1425
01:11:47,583 --> 01:11:49,625
You seen that one before?
1426
01:11:49,708 --> 01:11:51,375
Never seen it before.
1427
01:11:51,458 --> 01:11:53,541
It's kind of existential.
1428
01:11:53,625 --> 01:11:55,291
- Isn't it?
- [whispering indistinctly]
1429
01:11:56,958 --> 01:11:59,166
Euh, en anglais, s'il te plaît.
1430
01:11:59,250 --> 01:12:00,291
Oh, it's a secret.
1431
01:12:00,375 --> 01:12:03,291
[whispering indistinctly]
1432
01:12:03,375 --> 01:12:05,291
Um...
1433
01:12:05,375 --> 01:12:07,000
I don't know, babe. Maybe.
1434
01:12:07,083 --> 01:12:08,875
Yeah? Maybe. We'll see.
1435
01:12:08,958 --> 01:12:10,958
We'll go and then we'll talk about it
a little bit later.
1436
01:12:11,041 --> 01:12:12,833
Yeah? Shall we give that
back to Maya? Yeah?
1437
01:12:12,916 --> 01:12:15,791
So it don't break,
'cause phones are expensive.
1438
01:12:15,875 --> 01:12:17,666
- Mm-hmm.
- And...
1439
01:12:17,750 --> 01:12:19,750
you go and grab your scooter, yeah?
1440
01:12:20,875 --> 01:12:21,875
Oh.
1441
01:12:21,958 --> 01:12:23,250
{\an8}Oh, skills.
1442
01:12:23,333 --> 01:12:26,583
{\an8}[♪ Dustin O'Halloran sings "New Day"]
1443
01:12:26,666 --> 01:12:27,750
{\an8}Ah, you can ride off.
1444
01:12:27,833 --> 01:12:29,750
{\an8}Just don't go too, too far, yeah?
1445
01:12:34,791 --> 01:12:37,416
What did Noelle whisper to you
at the park earlier?
1446
01:12:38,625 --> 01:12:39,625
Oh.
1447
01:12:39,708 --> 01:12:40,875
[chuckles] She, um...
1448
01:12:40,958 --> 01:12:44,958
She just asked me if you wanted
to come to her birthday party.
1449
01:12:46,791 --> 01:12:48,208
[chuckles softly]
1450
01:12:50,375 --> 01:12:52,125
If it's too much...
1451
01:12:56,666 --> 01:12:57,833
[doorbell buzzes]
1452
01:13:01,125 --> 01:13:02,625
Yeah, it's Mouse Trap.
1453
01:13:03,625 --> 01:13:05,083
The game.
1454
01:13:07,541 --> 01:13:09,541
- [playful chatter]
- [upbeat music playing]
1455
01:13:13,041 --> 01:13:14,083
Hey.
1456
01:13:14,166 --> 01:13:16,208
Felix! Ça va?
1457
01:13:16,291 --> 01:13:17,500
Oui. Ça va.
1458
01:13:17,583 --> 01:13:19,000
- Wow, looking sharp.
- Thank you.
1459
01:13:19,083 --> 01:13:20,750
And, Maya, hi.
1460
01:13:21,750 --> 01:13:24,041
Welcome. It's so lovely to have you.
1461
01:13:24,125 --> 01:13:25,708
Uh, you're so French.
1462
01:13:25,791 --> 01:13:26,958
- [laughs]
- Sorry.
1463
01:13:27,041 --> 01:13:28,666
- Yes, I-I have been told that.
- I told you.
1464
01:13:28,750 --> 01:13:30,958
[laughs] Sorry, I can't hide it.
1465
01:13:31,041 --> 01:13:33,083
- Thank you so much.
- [box rattles]
1466
01:13:33,166 --> 01:13:34,750
- Good job, Papa.
- [Felix] Thank you.
1467
01:13:34,833 --> 01:13:36,833
- I know exactly what this is.
- Yeah, I listen, don't I?
1468
01:13:36,916 --> 01:13:38,750
- Yeah, you did.
- See? Do you want a drink?
1469
01:13:38,833 --> 01:13:40,500
- Yes, please.
- Yeah? Okay.
1470
01:13:40,583 --> 01:13:43,583
You're probably well aware
of our particular theme.
1471
01:13:43,666 --> 01:13:46,500
{\an8}- That cake is incredible.
- Ah, thank you.
1472
01:13:46,583 --> 01:13:48,208
{\an8}I actually wanted to do "no smoking,"
1473
01:13:48,291 --> 01:13:49,958
{\an8}but Felix said it was inappropriate.
1474
01:13:50,041 --> 01:13:51,458
[Felix] It was inappropriate.
1475
01:13:51,541 --> 01:13:53,125
- Absolutely, it was.
- [whispers] It was appropriate. It was.
1476
01:13:53,208 --> 01:13:54,333
- [woman] Anna?
- [Anna] Yeah?
1477
01:13:54,416 --> 01:13:55,541
[woman] Do you have any more red?
1478
01:13:55,625 --> 01:13:56,666
[Anna] Yes. I'll be right back.
1479
01:13:56,750 --> 01:13:57,875
- Okay.
- Should we say "happy birthday"?
1480
01:13:57,958 --> 01:13:59,000
- Yeah.
- Yeah?
1481
01:13:59,083 --> 01:14:00,416
Hey, hey, happy birthday.
1482
01:14:00,500 --> 01:14:02,291
Where's the birthday girl? Where is she?
1483
01:14:02,375 --> 01:14:04,208
[grunting playfully]
1484
01:14:04,291 --> 01:14:06,500
Happy birthday. Do you remember Maya?
1485
01:14:06,583 --> 01:14:07,833
- Should we say, "Hi, Maya"?
- Hi.
1486
01:14:07,916 --> 01:14:08,916
- Hi, Maya.
- Hi, Maya.
1487
01:14:09,000 --> 01:14:11,000
[playful chatter and music continue]
1488
01:14:23,291 --> 01:14:24,708
You okay?
1489
01:14:29,208 --> 01:14:31,208
Want me to go get your mom?
1490
01:14:38,041 --> 01:14:39,541
[Maya sighs]
1491
01:14:46,250 --> 01:14:47,625
[somber music playing]
1492
01:14:47,708 --> 01:14:49,041
[humming a tune]
1493
01:14:49,125 --> 01:14:50,125
Oh, thank you.
1494
01:14:50,208 --> 01:14:53,166
Just leave that here
or anywhere you can find a space.
1495
01:14:53,250 --> 01:14:55,000
- Okay.
- Thank you so much.
1496
01:14:55,083 --> 01:14:56,333
Of course.
1497
01:14:56,416 --> 01:14:58,416
[humming a tune]
1498
01:14:59,875 --> 01:15:01,666
I'll hold it until the marble drops out.
1499
01:15:01,750 --> 01:15:02,833
Ready?
1500
01:15:04,083 --> 01:15:05,083
[exhales]
1501
01:15:05,166 --> 01:15:07,166
[Felix continues talking indistinctly]
1502
01:15:09,708 --> 01:15:12,208
Do you ever worry that something's
gonna happen to her?
1503
01:15:13,875 --> 01:15:16,208
Um... [laughing]
1504
01:15:16,291 --> 01:15:18,083
I mean...
1505
01:15:18,166 --> 01:15:20,416
do you, do you love her so much
that you sometimes
1506
01:15:20,500 --> 01:15:21,666
- worry about, you know?
- [laughs]
1507
01:15:21,750 --> 01:15:23,625
No, I-I understand the question.
1508
01:15:24,375 --> 01:15:26,375
- Okay.
- [chuckles]
1509
01:15:27,250 --> 01:15:29,583
All the time.
1510
01:15:29,666 --> 01:15:32,458
It's... abject terror.
1511
01:15:34,333 --> 01:15:36,125
It's also love, I suppose.
1512
01:15:37,166 --> 01:15:39,041
[footsteps]
1513
01:15:39,125 --> 01:15:41,125
[dishes clinking]
1514
01:15:42,250 --> 01:15:43,750
[Felix in other room] Yeah. That's right.
1515
01:15:43,833 --> 01:15:45,791
What do you feel like for dinner?
1516
01:15:46,875 --> 01:15:48,291
We got the curry in the fridge.
1517
01:15:48,375 --> 01:15:53,125
Um... which you might not want twice.
1518
01:15:53,208 --> 01:15:55,541
Um, if not, we could pop out
a little bit later
1519
01:15:55,625 --> 01:15:58,041
and go to that place you like
around the corner.
1520
01:16:00,875 --> 01:16:02,583
I can't.
1521
01:16:02,666 --> 01:16:03,666
Huh?
1522
01:16:03,750 --> 01:16:04,750
[smacks lips]
1523
01:16:04,833 --> 01:16:06,166
I can't do this.
1524
01:16:07,208 --> 01:16:09,458
What... what do you mean?
1525
01:16:09,541 --> 01:16:11,875
I can't get entangled
in somebody else's life.
1526
01:16:11,958 --> 01:16:13,750
Not again. I'm sorry.
1527
01:16:16,750 --> 01:16:18,125
Um...
1528
01:16:23,041 --> 01:16:25,583
Uh, was it, was it the party
or... what was it?
1529
01:16:25,666 --> 01:16:27,458
All of it. It's all of it. It's...
1530
01:16:27,541 --> 01:16:29,375
You guys are a family.
1531
01:16:30,750 --> 01:16:32,000
Are-are you serious?
1532
01:16:35,125 --> 01:16:36,625
You're not.
1533
01:16:38,250 --> 01:16:40,750
You-- but you knew I had a...
you knew I had a daughter
1534
01:16:40,833 --> 01:16:42,416
and I'm co-parenting.
1535
01:16:42,500 --> 01:16:45,541
Like, that's... that's, like,
stuff you knew.
1536
01:16:48,416 --> 01:16:50,083
S-So, what-what do you, what do you want?
1537
01:16:50,166 --> 01:16:51,625
[stammers] Is...
1538
01:16:51,708 --> 01:16:53,833
Do you want, like, just me and you
and the Algarve?
1539
01:16:53,916 --> 01:16:55,000
- Is that--
- I-I don't--
1540
01:16:55,083 --> 01:16:57,708
- I don't know.
- Do you want to be alone?
1541
01:17:04,041 --> 01:17:05,708
[stammers]
1542
01:17:05,791 --> 01:17:07,791
Maya, you know, you're...
1543
01:17:09,291 --> 01:17:11,208
...you're so...
1544
01:17:11,291 --> 01:17:14,458
you're so full of crap sometimes.
1545
01:17:16,041 --> 01:17:17,041
Do you know that?
1546
01:17:18,541 --> 01:17:20,458
This-this whole story about
1547
01:17:20,541 --> 01:17:23,791
you avoiding human connection
when it's clear that that's...
1548
01:17:23,875 --> 01:17:25,208
that's actually everything you want.
1549
01:17:25,291 --> 01:17:27,041
I can't do this!
1550
01:17:33,000 --> 01:17:34,833
Okay, fine. Yeah, go.
1551
01:17:37,458 --> 01:17:38,750
I'm not gonna chase you.
1552
01:17:42,458 --> 01:17:44,250
I'll leave your shit at the door!
1553
01:18:00,541 --> 01:18:02,041
[cassette tape clicks]
1554
01:18:02,666 --> 01:18:05,000
[gentle classical music playing]
1555
01:18:05,083 --> 01:18:07,083
[cassette tape grinding softly]
1556
01:18:11,416 --> 01:18:13,416
♪ ♪
1557
01:18:26,541 --> 01:18:27,958
[Ruth] Maya!
1558
01:18:30,541 --> 01:18:33,125
Maya, it's Ruth! Let me up!
1559
01:18:34,916 --> 01:18:36,125
[breathing heavily]
1560
01:18:36,208 --> 01:18:37,416
[Ruth from outside] Maya.
1561
01:18:38,416 --> 01:18:40,416
♪ ♪
1562
01:18:43,458 --> 01:18:44,750
[doorbell buzzes]
1563
01:18:45,583 --> 01:18:47,333
[doorbell buzzing continuously]
1564
01:18:47,416 --> 01:18:48,791
Maya!
1565
01:18:48,875 --> 01:18:49,916
It's Ruth!
1566
01:18:50,000 --> 01:18:52,208
[dance music playing faintly]
1567
01:18:52,291 --> 01:18:55,208
They won't let me into the hospital, Maya.
1568
01:18:55,291 --> 01:18:56,625
[from outside] I need your help.
1569
01:18:56,708 --> 01:18:59,708
- [dance music fades]
- [gentle classical music continues]
1570
01:18:59,791 --> 01:19:01,416
Maya!
1571
01:19:01,500 --> 01:19:04,125
You need to come d-down here
and tell me what happened.
1572
01:19:04,208 --> 01:19:06,500
You need to come down here, Maya,
1573
01:19:06,583 --> 01:19:09,208
[sobbing] and tell me what happened
1574
01:19:09,291 --> 01:19:12,500
to my son.
1575
01:19:12,583 --> 01:19:13,875
Maya, look at me!
1576
01:19:13,958 --> 01:19:16,000
Look at my face.
1577
01:19:16,083 --> 01:19:18,041
[sobs, sniffles]
1578
01:19:18,125 --> 01:19:19,125
You coward!
1579
01:19:19,208 --> 01:19:21,791
Get down here.
1580
01:19:21,875 --> 01:19:23,625
After you got him sick!
1581
01:19:23,708 --> 01:19:25,291
You did this!
1582
01:19:25,375 --> 01:19:26,791
You did it!
1583
01:19:28,541 --> 01:19:31,750
[sobbing] You look at my face, you coward!
1584
01:19:31,833 --> 01:19:33,208
You c...
1585
01:19:35,291 --> 01:19:37,291
[breathing heavily]
1586
01:19:37,375 --> 01:19:40,000
[gentle classical music continues]
1587
01:19:40,083 --> 01:19:42,083
What have you done?
1588
01:19:42,166 --> 01:19:43,958
[sobbing] What have you done, Maya?
1589
01:19:44,041 --> 01:19:45,416
What have you done?
1590
01:19:45,500 --> 01:19:47,708
[sobbing] Charlie, oh, my God.
1591
01:19:47,791 --> 01:19:49,125
No.
1592
01:19:50,583 --> 01:19:52,583
[grief therapist] Stay with it, Maya.
1593
01:19:54,541 --> 01:19:56,416
I really think we're getting somewhere.
1594
01:20:00,666 --> 01:20:02,666
[gentle classical music ends]
1595
01:20:09,500 --> 01:20:11,166
- [door opens]
- [entry bell jingles]
1596
01:20:11,250 --> 01:20:13,416
- [quiet chatter]
- [door closes]
1597
01:20:19,333 --> 01:20:21,333
- Hi.
- Hi.
1598
01:20:28,750 --> 01:20:29,791
It's been months.
1599
01:20:31,458 --> 01:20:32,833
[sighs] Yeah.
1600
01:20:32,916 --> 01:20:35,041
I, um...
1601
01:20:35,125 --> 01:20:38,125
think I've, like, lost all sense of time
at this point.
1602
01:20:38,208 --> 01:20:39,416
[chuckles softly]
1603
01:20:39,500 --> 01:20:41,541
Yeah. Huh.
1604
01:20:43,041 --> 01:20:44,416
I got you a green tea.
1605
01:20:44,500 --> 01:20:46,125
- Wicked. Yeah, nice, nice.
- Want to sit down?
1606
01:20:46,208 --> 01:20:47,208
Thank you.
1607
01:20:49,875 --> 01:20:51,375
[Maya sighs]
1608
01:20:54,375 --> 01:20:56,291
Uh, well, how are you?
1609
01:20:57,333 --> 01:20:59,083
Yeah. You look well.
1610
01:21:01,083 --> 01:21:03,958
Thanks. I just, um...
1611
01:21:04,041 --> 01:21:06,625
I just got back from Tokyo, actually.
1612
01:21:06,708 --> 01:21:08,083
[chuckles softly]
1613
01:21:08,166 --> 01:21:09,750
[Maya sighs]
1614
01:21:09,833 --> 01:21:12,166
I'm just gonna say this. Um, I...
1615
01:21:13,208 --> 01:21:17,083
Uh, I really don't want to, um...
1616
01:21:17,166 --> 01:21:18,375
[smacks lips]
1617
01:21:19,416 --> 01:21:21,541
I don't want to give up on us.
1618
01:21:21,625 --> 01:21:22,625
Wait.
1619
01:21:24,583 --> 01:21:26,416
Maya, uh...
1620
01:21:29,416 --> 01:21:32,541
You-you, uh, you were gone
for a long time.
1621
01:21:32,625 --> 01:21:34,333
You know?
1622
01:21:34,416 --> 01:21:35,875
Um...
1623
01:21:39,791 --> 01:21:42,541
Oh. [laughs]
1624
01:21:42,625 --> 01:21:45,500
Um, Anna and I, we...
1625
01:21:45,583 --> 01:21:46,958
Oh. [laughs]
1626
01:21:47,041 --> 01:21:49,750
Yeah. Yeah. Um...
1627
01:21:52,208 --> 01:21:55,000
I don't know. You-you and I had...
1628
01:21:55,083 --> 01:21:59,125
And, um, now you sort of just...
1629
01:21:59,208 --> 01:22:00,958
called my phone out of the blue,
1630
01:22:01,041 --> 01:22:04,625
and I don't really know
what to do with that, to be fair.
1631
01:22:07,500 --> 01:22:09,541
- Sorry.
- I just...
1632
01:22:09,625 --> 01:22:12,375
I-I... wasn't ready.
1633
01:22:12,458 --> 01:22:14,041
Yeah. No, I-I get that.
1634
01:22:15,000 --> 01:22:16,208
Yeah.
1635
01:22:18,583 --> 01:22:19,750
[laughs]
1636
01:22:19,833 --> 01:22:21,291
Uh...
1637
01:22:23,333 --> 01:22:26,458
This is... what I get.
1638
01:22:29,375 --> 01:22:31,916
Maya, you've got to stop
feeling sorry for yourself.
1639
01:22:33,458 --> 01:22:35,750
Just because we didn't,
1640
01:22:35,833 --> 01:22:38,416
or we couldn't, doesn't mean that, um...
1641
01:22:38,500 --> 01:22:40,875
[breathes deeply]
1642
01:22:42,708 --> 01:22:44,750
What I'm trying to say is...
1643
01:22:46,375 --> 01:22:48,125
...this wasn't nothing.
1644
01:22:48,208 --> 01:22:53,500
And if you need to call me
in a year or two or five
1645
01:22:53,583 --> 01:22:56,375
just to make sure, then I will answer
1646
01:22:56,458 --> 01:22:58,666
and let you know that it was something.
1647
01:23:03,791 --> 01:23:06,000
I won't do that, but thank you. [chuckles]
1648
01:23:06,083 --> 01:23:08,000
- That's very nice.
- Is it? I don't know.
1649
01:23:08,083 --> 01:23:09,083
[both chuckle]
1650
01:23:09,166 --> 01:23:11,166
[lively chatter]
1651
01:23:14,666 --> 01:23:16,916
[♪ Depeche Mode sing
"Just Can't Get Enough"]
1652
01:23:17,000 --> 01:23:20,333
♪ When I'm with you, baby,
I go out of my head ♪
1653
01:23:20,416 --> 01:23:24,333
♪ and I just can't get enough,
and I just can't get enough ♪
1654
01:23:24,416 --> 01:23:27,916
♪ All the things you do to me
and everything you said ♪
1655
01:23:28,000 --> 01:23:31,375
♪ I just can't get enough,
I just can't get enough ♪
1656
01:23:32,083 --> 01:23:35,125
♪ We slip and slide as we fall in love ♪
1657
01:23:35,208 --> 01:23:39,708
♪ and I just can't seem
to get enough of ♪♪
1658
01:23:39,791 --> 01:23:41,791
♪ ♪
1659
01:23:56,541 --> 01:23:58,541
[jet engine whooshing]
1660
01:23:58,625 --> 01:24:00,625
[song fades]
1661
01:24:03,375 --> 01:24:05,625
[woman over P.A.] Flight 291
is now boarding.
1662
01:24:05,708 --> 01:24:08,583
Passengers, please proceed to gate four.
1663
01:24:08,666 --> 01:24:10,666
[busy chatter]
1664
01:24:15,166 --> 01:24:16,750
[applause]
1665
01:24:16,833 --> 01:24:19,125
[Maya] Wow. So many of you. [chuckles]
1666
01:24:19,708 --> 01:24:20,708
Bear with me.
1667
01:24:20,791 --> 01:24:24,041
Um, public speaking is not my usual thing,
1668
01:24:24,125 --> 01:24:28,541
but I really wanted to be a part
of this discussion about self-care.
1669
01:24:28,625 --> 01:24:31,000
- I know. Cue eye roll.
- [laughter]
1670
01:24:31,083 --> 01:24:35,750
But it's because I was an ED nurse
for the first few months of COVID
1671
01:24:35,833 --> 01:24:38,916
before I burnt out
and switched to telehealth.
1672
01:24:39,000 --> 01:24:40,666
Over the past six years,
1673
01:24:40,750 --> 01:24:44,000
we've begun to process
how that trauma affected our profession.
1674
01:24:44,083 --> 01:24:47,791
Not to mention the personal loss
that so many of us experienced.
1675
01:24:50,291 --> 01:24:53,708
But we have to take responsibility
for ourselves
1676
01:24:53,791 --> 01:24:55,416
in the same way that we do our patients.
1677
01:24:56,166 --> 01:24:57,583
And I'm here to remind you
1678
01:24:57,666 --> 01:24:59,958
of some of the tools
that are available for you to do it.
1679
01:25:00,041 --> 01:25:01,958
[automated voice] You may hang up
or press one
1680
01:25:02,041 --> 01:25:03,916
- for more options.
- [line beeps]
1681
01:25:04,000 --> 01:25:05,125
[inhales deeply]
1682
01:25:05,208 --> 01:25:06,958
Uh, hey. Um...
1683
01:25:08,333 --> 01:25:10,083
This is Maya. I...
1684
01:25:11,083 --> 01:25:14,375
I don't even know if this is
the right number anymore, but...
1685
01:25:14,458 --> 01:25:18,458
I am actually in New Orleans right now.
1686
01:25:18,541 --> 01:25:21,291
It's kind of crazy
to be back in the States.
1687
01:25:21,375 --> 01:25:24,958
I guess I was hoping
I could reconnect with you.
1688
01:25:25,041 --> 01:25:26,208
So... [sighs]
1689
01:25:26,291 --> 01:25:27,916
call me, uh, if you can.
1690
01:25:28,000 --> 01:25:29,708
Or, um...
1691
01:25:31,333 --> 01:25:32,958
Call me if you want to.
1692
01:25:33,041 --> 01:25:34,541
- [phone vibrating]
- Okay.
1693
01:25:34,625 --> 01:25:36,791
I hope you're good. Bye.
1694
01:25:36,875 --> 01:25:39,166
[somber music playing]
1695
01:25:39,250 --> 01:25:40,583
Hello?
1696
01:25:54,083 --> 01:25:55,416
[sighs]
1697
01:25:57,291 --> 01:26:00,458
[♪ St. Paul & The Broken Bones
sing "Half the City"]
1698
01:26:00,541 --> 01:26:02,541
[quiet chatter]
1699
01:26:08,625 --> 01:26:11,541
♪ Oh, this poor and lonely heart ♪
1700
01:26:11,625 --> 01:26:13,708
[Jason] Maya. [clears throat]
1701
01:26:13,791 --> 01:26:15,791
♪ It is made of pure steel ♪
1702
01:26:15,875 --> 01:26:17,458
- Hi.
- Hi.
1703
01:26:19,208 --> 01:26:20,708
♪ And you can't let it cry...
1704
01:26:20,791 --> 01:26:22,208
How are you?
1705
01:26:23,500 --> 01:26:24,958
I'm...
1706
01:26:25,041 --> 01:26:26,875
[both chuckle]
1707
01:26:28,166 --> 01:26:30,125
I don't even know where to start. Um...
1708
01:26:31,166 --> 01:26:33,500
[laughs]
1709
01:26:33,583 --> 01:26:36,000
I... uh, I'm gonna get some...
1710
01:26:36,083 --> 01:26:37,666
- Excuse me.
- [waiter] Yes?
1711
01:26:37,750 --> 01:26:39,083
[Maya] Is there any way
I could get some water?
1712
01:26:39,166 --> 01:26:40,875
[waiter] Absolutely.
1713
01:26:40,958 --> 01:26:42,666
[Maya] Thank you.
1714
01:26:42,750 --> 01:26:44,416
Actually, do you want to put in drinks?
1715
01:26:44,500 --> 01:26:46,125
- Can we do, like...
- [Jason] Uh...
1716
01:26:46,208 --> 01:26:48,291
...two dirty martinis, extra filthy,
1717
01:26:48,375 --> 01:26:50,000
- with all the little pickles and stuff?
- Maya, I'm...
1718
01:26:50,083 --> 01:26:52,541
Just, um, a sparkling water
for me, please.
1719
01:26:52,625 --> 01:26:54,375
- [waiter] Sure thing.
- [Jason] Yeah. Thank you.
1720
01:26:55,625 --> 01:26:56,958
Um...
1721
01:26:59,041 --> 01:27:00,208
- [Jason laughs] Yeah.
- Wow.
1722
01:27:00,291 --> 01:27:02,500
- [chuckles] Okay.
- That's-that's shocking, huh?
1723
01:27:03,500 --> 01:27:04,500
Yeah.
1724
01:27:04,583 --> 01:27:07,083
[both laughing]
1725
01:27:07,166 --> 01:27:09,250
Um, we're...
1726
01:27:09,333 --> 01:27:10,791
different people, I guess, now.
1727
01:27:10,875 --> 01:27:11,875
Are we?
1728
01:27:12,458 --> 01:27:14,041
I mean, look at you.
1729
01:27:14,125 --> 01:27:15,125
- Look at me.
- [chuckles]
1730
01:27:15,208 --> 01:27:17,708
You'd think that I'd spent
the last six years, um,
1731
01:27:17,791 --> 01:27:21,916
in a room talking to myself,
but I have not done that though.
1732
01:27:22,000 --> 01:27:24,875
Well, it-it hasn't been six years, but...
1733
01:27:33,125 --> 01:27:34,291
I'm so sorry.
1734
01:27:35,333 --> 01:27:37,250
I was awful.
1735
01:27:37,333 --> 01:27:40,666
That doesn't make it
any better, but I, um...
1736
01:27:40,750 --> 01:27:41,958
[smacks lips]
1737
01:27:42,041 --> 01:27:43,666
...I hadn't told the guy I was with
anything,
1738
01:27:43,750 --> 01:27:45,000
and I really didn't want him to know.
1739
01:27:45,083 --> 01:27:47,208
Yeah, no, I-I-I figured.
1740
01:27:47,291 --> 01:27:49,458
I mean, after the fact, but it was...
1741
01:27:50,708 --> 01:27:52,041
Yeah.
1742
01:27:57,000 --> 01:27:58,125
[sighs]
1743
01:28:00,166 --> 01:28:01,166
You were my best friend.
1744
01:28:04,291 --> 01:28:05,666
Um...
1745
01:28:06,250 --> 01:28:08,583
To leave you like that was just...
1746
01:28:12,458 --> 01:28:13,708
[Maya sighs]
1747
01:28:15,000 --> 01:28:17,750
I've spent a lot of time,
um, thinking about
1748
01:28:17,833 --> 01:28:20,583
how the pain made me want to run
1749
01:28:20,666 --> 01:28:23,791
and how... [sighs]
1750
01:28:23,875 --> 01:28:26,333
the running gave me... [sniffles]
1751
01:28:26,416 --> 01:28:30,583
all of this shame,
and I was just destructive.
1752
01:28:30,666 --> 01:28:33,750
I basically wanted to just obliterate
1753
01:28:33,833 --> 01:28:38,291
all the love in my life, I think,
so that I couldn't be hurt again.
1754
01:28:38,375 --> 01:28:40,500
You know? Um...
1755
01:28:40,583 --> 01:28:44,666
But I am in a lot of therapy now,
and I probably always will be.
1756
01:28:44,750 --> 01:28:46,333
Um...
1757
01:28:46,416 --> 01:28:47,500
[smacks lips]
1758
01:28:48,500 --> 01:28:50,750
But I just wanted to tell you that...
1759
01:28:52,833 --> 01:28:55,916
I am... totally humiliated...
1760
01:28:57,208 --> 01:29:00,166
...and I'm really, really sorry.
1761
01:29:11,458 --> 01:29:14,000
[both chuckle]
1762
01:29:14,083 --> 01:29:15,125
[laughs]
1763
01:29:15,208 --> 01:29:16,333
What?
1764
01:29:18,125 --> 01:29:19,791
- Are you enjoying this?
- Little bit.
1765
01:29:19,875 --> 01:29:22,791
- Are you loving me groveling?
- [laughs]
1766
01:29:22,875 --> 01:29:24,666
[laughs]
1767
01:29:24,750 --> 01:29:26,000
You're sick. [laughs]
1768
01:29:26,083 --> 01:29:27,500
- You're twisted.
- [laughs]
1769
01:29:27,583 --> 01:29:29,083
I guess we're, uh...
1770
01:29:30,375 --> 01:29:31,750
...we're still the same people.
1771
01:29:31,833 --> 01:29:33,250
[♪ Jessica Pratt sings "Life Is"]
1772
01:29:33,333 --> 01:29:34,375
Can I buy you lunch?
1773
01:29:34,458 --> 01:29:36,333
Can I get you
a ridiculously overpriced steak?
1774
01:29:36,416 --> 01:29:39,458
Mm. You're not gonna like this.
[clears throat]
1775
01:29:40,250 --> 01:29:41,500
I'm a vegan now.
1776
01:29:42,541 --> 01:29:44,541
[laughs] Well, that's-that's...
1777
01:29:44,625 --> 01:29:46,750
I mean, it's these co-ops,
communal housing,
1778
01:29:46,833 --> 01:29:49,000
totally self-sufficient and sustainable.
1779
01:29:49,083 --> 01:29:51,666
It's this whole new world.
1780
01:29:51,750 --> 01:29:53,958
I mean, do you ever ask yourself, like,
1781
01:29:54,041 --> 01:29:56,208
who gets to live where, you know?
1782
01:29:56,291 --> 01:29:58,625
And then if we actually want to go and try
to interrogate that system,
1783
01:29:58,708 --> 01:30:00,083
then how do we want to live?
1784
01:30:00,166 --> 01:30:03,083
♪ Life is ♪
1785
01:30:03,166 --> 01:30:04,541
♪ It's never what you think it's for...
1786
01:30:04,625 --> 01:30:07,208
- [laughs]
- [laughs] What?
1787
01:30:07,291 --> 01:30:09,500
I have a place in Luxembourg.
1788
01:30:09,583 --> 01:30:13,166
I've actually been there
for two years now.
1789
01:30:13,250 --> 01:30:16,250
I... I have a kitchen garden.
1790
01:30:16,333 --> 01:30:18,333
- Wow.
- I know my neighbors.
1791
01:30:19,791 --> 01:30:20,916
Yeah.
1792
01:30:21,000 --> 01:30:25,541
And the guy that you were with
when I saw you?
1793
01:30:25,625 --> 01:30:28,333
Uh... [sighs] that didn't work out.
1794
01:30:31,000 --> 01:30:32,875
But it was like a, um...
1795
01:30:32,958 --> 01:30:34,250
I'm glad it happened.
1796
01:30:34,333 --> 01:30:36,041
It was important.
1797
01:30:37,208 --> 01:30:39,333
It was important because of...?
1798
01:30:41,625 --> 01:30:42,916
- Um...
- What?
1799
01:30:43,000 --> 01:30:44,166
No, I...
1800
01:30:45,375 --> 01:30:48,583
I don't know how to talk about this
without talking about him.
1801
01:30:51,416 --> 01:30:52,708
Let's talk about him.
1802
01:30:52,791 --> 01:30:54,625
No, we don't have to. I just was...
1803
01:30:54,708 --> 01:30:56,333
I want to.
1804
01:30:58,666 --> 01:31:01,375
Trust me.
He used to be all I talked about.
1805
01:31:02,458 --> 01:31:04,333
Even inside of my own head.
1806
01:31:04,416 --> 01:31:05,625
[chuckles]
1807
01:31:07,333 --> 01:31:09,250
Yeah, I, uh...
1808
01:31:09,333 --> 01:31:11,583
I miss him.
1809
01:31:11,666 --> 01:31:12,875
A lot.
1810
01:31:13,958 --> 01:31:17,833
- ♪ Time is time and time and time again ♪
- ♪ And what would you say...
1811
01:31:17,916 --> 01:31:19,625
Me, too. [sighs]
1812
01:31:23,208 --> 01:31:26,333
- ♪ Time is time and time ♪
- ♪ To make your escape ♪
1813
01:31:26,416 --> 01:31:30,375
- ♪ and time again ♪
- ♪ you've captured the captor's fear ♪
1814
01:31:31,958 --> 01:31:32,958
♪ 'Cause I...
1815
01:31:33,041 --> 01:31:34,666
[Jason] If you end up coming to Austin,
1816
01:31:34,750 --> 01:31:37,125
then you got to go to Diego's
and hear it for yourself.
1817
01:31:37,208 --> 01:31:38,458
[Maya] Was that an invitation?
1818
01:31:38,541 --> 01:31:39,541
Yeah.
1819
01:31:39,625 --> 01:31:42,208
I can't believe you go to the same place
and listen to the same band
1820
01:31:42,291 --> 01:31:44,583
- every Friday night.
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
1821
01:31:44,666 --> 01:31:46,083
First off, Diego's is
an institution, okay?
1822
01:31:46,166 --> 01:31:48,541
- Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
- And the band is absolutely--
1823
01:31:48,625 --> 01:31:51,000
It's just-- it's a very-- it's a routine.
1824
01:31:51,083 --> 01:31:52,750
Yeah, but I'm Mr. Routine now.
I mean, I love routines.
1825
01:31:52,833 --> 01:31:54,583
- You're Mr. Routine now?
- Yes.
1826
01:31:54,666 --> 01:31:56,291
I love routines,
because in all the-the just--
1827
01:31:56,375 --> 01:31:58,125
- [laughs] You're Mr. Routine now?
- [laughs] Yes, in the--
1828
01:31:58,208 --> 01:32:01,000
[Maya] Oh, God. These things.
1829
01:32:01,083 --> 01:32:02,458
I do not approve.
1830
01:32:02,541 --> 01:32:03,833
- I kind of love them.
- You love them?
1831
01:32:03,916 --> 01:32:05,375
- Yes.
- [laughs]
1832
01:32:05,458 --> 01:32:06,541
- No, no.
- Why?
1833
01:32:06,625 --> 01:32:08,333
'Cause you can talk to them. Watch.
1834
01:32:08,416 --> 01:32:09,416
[clears throat]
1835
01:32:09,500 --> 01:32:10,916
Excuse me. Ooh.
1836
01:32:11,000 --> 01:32:12,583
- [laughs]
- Excuse me, little buddy.
1837
01:32:12,666 --> 01:32:15,083
Um, pardon my-my friend's rudeness
over here.
1838
01:32:15,166 --> 01:32:16,958
I just... I wanted to know:
1839
01:32:17,041 --> 01:32:20,125
Do you think we're put on Earth
for a reason?
1840
01:32:20,208 --> 01:32:22,125
Like, is there any meaning to any of this?
1841
01:32:22,208 --> 01:32:24,125
[delivery robot] Humans
can find profundity
1842
01:32:24,208 --> 01:32:25,750
in banal experiences,
1843
01:32:25,833 --> 01:32:28,083
though most human lives
are an amalgamation
1844
01:32:28,166 --> 01:32:30,833
of random events devoid of significance.
1845
01:32:30,916 --> 01:32:32,458
- [Jason] Mm.
- This is just my personal feeling...
1846
01:32:32,541 --> 01:32:34,125
[Jason] Eh, this one must be broken.
1847
01:32:34,208 --> 01:32:35,541
[delivery robot] ...and in no way
reflects the views...
1848
01:32:35,625 --> 01:32:36,750
[Maya] It was not that bad.
1849
01:32:36,833 --> 01:32:38,791
[Jason] No, it-it was though.
I mean, it was basically a mullet.
1850
01:32:38,875 --> 01:32:41,500
I was like an-an '80s wrestler
without any muscles.
1851
01:32:41,583 --> 01:32:43,125
[Maya laughs]
1852
01:32:44,125 --> 01:32:45,666
Wow.
1853
01:32:45,750 --> 01:32:48,750
[Maya] Thanks so much
for coming to meet me here.
1854
01:32:48,833 --> 01:32:51,666
It just... means a lot.
1855
01:32:53,416 --> 01:32:55,416
Come on, Maya.
1856
01:32:58,083 --> 01:33:00,458
You called, and I got in the car.
1857
01:33:00,541 --> 01:33:02,916
How many times have you done that for me?
1858
01:33:03,000 --> 01:33:05,500
[wistful music playing]
1859
01:33:13,458 --> 01:33:17,166
[tour guide] Our wetlands are vital
in protecting the city against storms.
1860
01:33:17,875 --> 01:33:22,000
You know, people ask me,
"How long will New Orleans last?
1861
01:33:22,083 --> 01:33:25,125
Twenty-forty? Twenty-fifty?"
1862
01:33:25,708 --> 01:33:28,375
And I say, "You're asking
the wrong question."
1863
01:33:28,458 --> 01:33:31,666
Here's the question:
What are we doing about it?
1864
01:33:32,416 --> 01:33:33,583
[Maya] It's so crazy.
1865
01:33:33,666 --> 01:33:37,666
It's like, I know
that if you were still alive,
1866
01:33:37,750 --> 01:33:42,208
we'd be together, we'd have kids,
we'd have grown up together.
1867
01:33:43,458 --> 01:33:47,500
It's like there's
a whole other life that I...
1868
01:33:48,916 --> 01:33:51,083
{\an8}...obviously didn't live but I, like...
1869
01:33:53,083 --> 01:33:54,333
...can imagine.
1870
01:34:01,666 --> 01:34:04,583
- [busy chatter]
- [horns honking]
1871
01:34:07,708 --> 01:34:09,375
- [grunts]
- [jet engine passing]
1872
01:34:11,750 --> 01:34:13,708
So what's it gonna take to see you again?
1873
01:34:14,916 --> 01:34:16,416
Another five or ten years?
1874
01:34:16,500 --> 01:34:19,958
Run into you in some random restaurant
in Shanghai somewhere?
1875
01:34:23,541 --> 01:34:26,208
I guess we'll just have to meet up
for Thanksgiving.
1876
01:34:40,791 --> 01:34:42,791
[jet engine passing]
1877
01:34:50,916 --> 01:34:52,958
- Safe flight.
- Thanks.
1878
01:34:57,125 --> 01:34:58,541
[vehicle door opens]
1879
01:35:00,250 --> 01:35:01,583
[vehicle door closes]
1880
01:35:01,666 --> 01:35:03,666
[vehicle departing]
1881
01:35:08,583 --> 01:35:10,583
[wistful music continues]
1882
01:35:35,666 --> 01:35:37,291
[pensive music playing]
1883
01:35:37,375 --> 01:35:38,958
Sorry. Excuse me.
1884
01:35:39,041 --> 01:35:40,416
I'm just gonna squeeze by you.
1885
01:35:40,500 --> 01:35:41,541
I'm...
1886
01:35:41,625 --> 01:35:43,208
Excuse me.
1887
01:35:55,291 --> 01:35:57,291
[seagulls squawking]
1888
01:36:00,041 --> 01:36:02,041
♪ ♪
1889
01:36:03,250 --> 01:36:04,666
[vehicle door opens]
1890
01:36:06,208 --> 01:36:07,625
[vehicle door closes]
1891
01:36:13,750 --> 01:36:16,541
Well, after a hundred years,
she finally shows up.
1892
01:36:20,875 --> 01:36:22,500
I'm really sorry.
1893
01:36:27,708 --> 01:36:29,000
Want one?
1894
01:36:31,083 --> 01:36:32,833
[seagulls squawking in distance]
1895
01:36:41,083 --> 01:36:44,000
Can I ask what happened when I left?
1896
01:36:46,583 --> 01:36:48,583
What do you want to know?
1897
01:36:51,583 --> 01:36:55,250
Do you want to know how hard it was
to get his body released?
1898
01:36:56,666 --> 01:36:59,000
Well, you were the next of kin
and you were AWOL,
1899
01:36:59,083 --> 01:37:03,708
so they kept him in a refrigerated truck
for two weeks.
1900
01:37:08,958 --> 01:37:10,916
And then I planned his funeral.
1901
01:37:12,583 --> 01:37:17,083
And I didn't know
what kind of music he liked.
1902
01:37:17,166 --> 01:37:21,333
I didn't know
what music to play for my son.
1903
01:37:21,416 --> 01:37:23,500
Um, but you would've known that.
1904
01:37:24,166 --> 01:37:25,291
Right?
1905
01:37:34,291 --> 01:37:36,208
I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
1906
01:37:37,750 --> 01:37:40,500
And I'm sorry...
1907
01:37:40,583 --> 01:37:42,625
uh, for how I...
1908
01:37:45,083 --> 01:37:47,625
...acted that night
outside your apartment.
1909
01:37:49,166 --> 01:37:51,375
That was horrible. I'm sorry.
1910
01:38:00,041 --> 01:38:01,916
Did you ever like me?
1911
01:38:02,000 --> 01:38:04,000
[laughing]
1912
01:38:05,416 --> 01:38:07,041
Uh, I didn't...
1913
01:38:09,333 --> 01:38:11,333
...want to not like you.
1914
01:38:12,916 --> 01:38:16,000
But at first you seemed so uncomfortable
1915
01:38:16,083 --> 01:38:19,541
and then maybe
just a little too comfortable.
1916
01:38:20,708 --> 01:38:23,083
And, uh...
1917
01:38:23,166 --> 01:38:26,125
the wedding actually,
the wedding really threw me.
1918
01:38:27,625 --> 01:38:29,750
The surprise of it all.
1919
01:38:29,833 --> 01:38:33,375
I felt, like, sort of rejected.
1920
01:38:36,166 --> 01:38:38,208
[chuckles] Did you like me?
1921
01:38:38,291 --> 01:38:39,916
[chuckles] Never mind.
1922
01:38:43,833 --> 01:38:44,833
I loved you.
1923
01:38:49,916 --> 01:38:51,875
[sucks lips, sniffles]
1924
01:38:55,291 --> 01:38:56,666
[sighs] God.
1925
01:39:00,125 --> 01:39:02,125
[sighs, chuckles]
1926
01:39:03,500 --> 01:39:04,875
We're all right.
1927
01:39:08,416 --> 01:39:10,541
Grief is never finished.
1928
01:39:10,625 --> 01:39:12,916
It's never finished. [chuckles]
1929
01:39:14,750 --> 01:39:17,416
But neither is love.
1930
01:39:19,458 --> 01:39:20,458
Yeah.
1931
01:39:22,166 --> 01:39:24,541
I'm so stupid for...
1932
01:39:24,625 --> 01:39:25,916
I keep trying. [sighs]
1933
01:39:26,000 --> 01:39:28,708
What are you... why are you stupid?
1934
01:39:28,791 --> 01:39:30,250
Keep trying.
1935
01:39:31,916 --> 01:39:33,708
That's good.
1936
01:39:33,791 --> 01:39:39,416
You don't know
what you at 60 or 70 or 80...
1937
01:39:39,500 --> 01:39:42,541
will say about your life.
1938
01:39:42,625 --> 01:39:45,000
If you did the right thing.
1939
01:39:45,083 --> 01:39:47,291
If you made the right choices.
1940
01:39:48,000 --> 01:39:52,000
That's why you really have to stay in love
with your own life
1941
01:39:52,083 --> 01:39:55,708
while it's happening,
whatever it throws at you.
1942
01:39:57,041 --> 01:39:58,791
Whatever it's thrown at us.
1943
01:40:00,166 --> 01:40:01,833
That's what I tell my own kids.
1944
01:40:01,916 --> 01:40:02,916
- [front door opens]
- [Wilma barking]
1945
01:40:03,000 --> 01:40:04,000
[Kerry] Hi.
1946
01:40:04,083 --> 01:40:05,500
- [door closes]
- [keys clink]
1947
01:40:05,583 --> 01:40:08,000
Oh, look who it is, Wilma.
1948
01:40:08,083 --> 01:40:09,458
Your old buddy.
1949
01:40:09,541 --> 01:40:10,750
It's Maya.
1950
01:40:10,833 --> 01:40:12,083
[chuckles]
1951
01:40:15,083 --> 01:40:17,541
[pensive music playing]
1952
01:40:30,375 --> 01:40:31,875
[sighs]
1953
01:40:41,333 --> 01:40:44,083
[chuckling softly]
1954
01:40:44,166 --> 01:40:46,166
[sobbing softly]
1955
01:40:48,750 --> 01:40:50,750
[sobbing]
1956
01:41:00,083 --> 01:41:01,666
[sniffles]
1957
01:41:01,750 --> 01:41:03,750
[sobbing]
1958
01:41:05,916 --> 01:41:07,166
[Charlie] Do me a favor.
1959
01:41:07,958 --> 01:41:09,541
Just close your eyes real quick.
1960
01:41:09,625 --> 01:41:11,000
- [quiet chatter]
- [dishes clinking]
1961
01:41:11,083 --> 01:41:12,291
Please.
1962
01:41:13,291 --> 01:41:15,000
Trust me.
1963
01:41:15,708 --> 01:41:17,208
Okay.
1964
01:41:17,291 --> 01:41:21,833
Okay, you hear forks clinking on plates.
1965
01:41:21,916 --> 01:41:24,416
Hear my ice crackling in the glass.
1966
01:41:24,500 --> 01:41:25,875
[ice crackling softly]
1967
01:41:25,958 --> 01:41:28,166
- Traffic outside.
- [traffic passing]
1968
01:41:28,250 --> 01:41:30,541
[woman laughing]
1969
01:41:30,625 --> 01:41:31,916
A laugh.
1970
01:41:32,000 --> 01:41:34,750
Now think about all the sounds
you might not notice.
1971
01:41:34,833 --> 01:41:36,666
That hum of the neon lights in the window.
1972
01:41:36,750 --> 01:41:37,750
[billiard balls clacking]
1973
01:41:37,833 --> 01:41:40,791
The pool game in the back of the bar.
1974
01:41:40,875 --> 01:41:42,583
It's just layers of auditory information
1975
01:41:42,666 --> 01:41:44,708
that's creating this environment
you're in, right?
1976
01:41:44,791 --> 01:41:46,791
Right, and that environment
gives you a feeling,
1977
01:41:46,875 --> 01:41:48,833
consciously or subconsciously.
1978
01:41:48,916 --> 01:41:51,041
And that feeling affects
your central nervous system.
1979
01:41:52,083 --> 01:41:54,375
But, uh, you know all about that, so...
1980
01:41:57,000 --> 01:41:58,416
Yeah. I do.
1981
01:42:08,625 --> 01:42:12,458
What's gonna happen
when all the iron oxide powder wears off?
1982
01:42:12,541 --> 01:42:14,541
Notes will still be there.
1983
01:42:14,625 --> 01:42:18,166
But the, uh, tails will just get
shorter and shorter, and then...
1984
01:42:20,333 --> 01:42:22,333
...it's just gonna be white noise.
1985
01:42:23,708 --> 01:42:25,250
[cassette tape grinding softly]
1986
01:42:25,333 --> 01:42:28,333
[gentle classical music playing,
distorted]
1987
01:42:32,291 --> 01:42:34,208
[white noise hissing]
1988
01:42:34,291 --> 01:42:36,291
[distorted classical music continues]
1989
01:42:47,208 --> 01:42:49,125
[distorted music fading]
1990
01:42:49,208 --> 01:42:51,208
[white noise hissing]
1991
01:43:00,541 --> 01:43:02,541
[white noise continues]
1992
01:43:15,833 --> 01:43:17,750
- [wind blowing]
- [birds chirping]
1993
01:43:17,833 --> 01:43:19,833
[water sloshing]
1994
01:43:21,708 --> 01:43:24,166
[kids chattering playfully]
1995
01:43:24,250 --> 01:43:26,000
[woman laughing]
1996
01:43:26,083 --> 01:43:28,041
[lively chatter]
1997
01:43:28,125 --> 01:43:30,875
[train clacking rhythmically]
1998
01:43:30,958 --> 01:43:32,958
[buoy bell clanging]
1999
01:43:34,333 --> 01:43:36,333
- [dog barking]
- [lively chatter continues]
2000
01:43:41,833 --> 01:43:43,833
[geese honking]
2001
01:43:46,000 --> 01:43:48,833
[♪ Fleetwood Mac sing "Seven Wonders"]
2002
01:43:54,541 --> 01:43:56,541
♪ ♪
2003
01:44:03,125 --> 01:44:05,583
♪ So long ago ♪
2004
01:44:05,666 --> 01:44:07,458
♪ Certain place ♪
2005
01:44:07,541 --> 01:44:09,500
♪ Certain time ♪
2006
01:44:11,166 --> 01:44:13,625
♪ You touched my hand ♪
2007
01:44:13,708 --> 01:44:15,625
♪ on the way ♪
2008
01:44:15,708 --> 01:44:19,208
♪ on the way down to Emmeline ♪
2009
01:44:19,291 --> 01:44:24,166
♪ But if our paths never cross ♪
2010
01:44:24,250 --> 01:44:26,708
♪ well, you know I'm sorry, but ♪
2011
01:44:26,791 --> 01:44:30,666
♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪
2012
01:44:30,750 --> 01:44:34,666
♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
2013
01:44:34,750 --> 01:44:39,958
♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
2014
01:44:40,958 --> 01:44:43,750
♪ The rainbow's end ♪
2015
01:44:46,666 --> 01:44:48,375
♪ Aaron ♪
2016
01:44:50,750 --> 01:44:53,000
♪ Aaron ♪
2017
01:44:59,541 --> 01:45:01,625
♪ So it's hard to find ♪
2018
01:45:01,708 --> 01:45:07,500
♪ someone with that kind of intensity ♪
2019
01:45:07,583 --> 01:45:09,416
♪ You touched my hand ♪
2020
01:45:09,500 --> 01:45:12,041
{\an8}♪ I played it cool ♪
2021
01:45:12,125 --> 01:45:15,625
{\an8}♪ and you reached out your hand to me ♪
2022
01:45:15,708 --> 01:45:20,625
{\an8}♪ But if our paths never cross ♪
2023
01:45:20,708 --> 01:45:23,083
{\an8}♪ well, no, I'm not sorry, but ♪
2024
01:45:23,166 --> 01:45:27,041
{\an8}♪ if I live to see the seven wonders ♪
2025
01:45:27,125 --> 01:45:31,041
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
2026
01:45:31,125 --> 01:45:36,541
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
2027
01:45:37,791 --> 01:45:40,875
{\an8}♪ The rainbow's end ♪
2028
01:45:40,958 --> 01:45:42,958
{\an8}♪ ♪
2029
01:45:51,208 --> 01:45:53,708
{\an8}♪ Aaron ♪
2030
01:45:59,416 --> 01:46:01,791
{\an8}♪ Aaron ♪
2031
01:46:04,166 --> 01:46:06,708
{\an8}♪ So long ago ♪
2032
01:46:06,791 --> 01:46:08,833
{\an8}♪ It's a certain time ♪
2033
01:46:08,916 --> 01:46:10,875
{\an8}♪ It's a certain place ♪
2034
01:46:12,416 --> 01:46:14,916
{\an8}♪ You touched my hand ♪
2035
01:46:15,000 --> 01:46:16,958
{\an8}♪ and you smiled ♪
2036
01:46:17,041 --> 01:46:20,833
{\an8}♪ All the way back,
you held out your hand ♪
2037
01:46:20,916 --> 01:46:25,500
{\an8}♪ If I hope and if I pray ♪
2038
01:46:25,583 --> 01:46:28,083
{\an8}♪ ooh, it might work out someday ♪
2039
01:46:28,166 --> 01:46:31,958
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
2040
01:46:32,041 --> 01:46:36,000
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
2041
01:46:36,083 --> 01:46:41,458
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
2042
01:46:44,250 --> 01:46:45,958
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
2043
01:46:46,041 --> 01:46:48,125
{\an8}♪ If I live to see
the seven wonders ♪
2044
01:46:48,208 --> 01:46:50,250
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
2045
01:46:50,333 --> 01:46:52,208
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path there ♪
2046
01:46:52,291 --> 01:46:54,375
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
2047
01:46:54,458 --> 01:46:57,750
{\an8}♪ I'll never live to see
that beauty, that beauty ♪
2048
01:46:57,833 --> 01:47:00,416
{\an8}♪ that same, same beauty again ♪
2049
01:47:00,500 --> 01:47:02,333
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the seven wonders ♪
2050
01:47:02,416 --> 01:47:04,375
{\an8}♪ If I live to see the ♪
2051
01:47:04,458 --> 01:47:08,416
{\an8}♪ I'll make a path to the rainbow's end ♪
2052
01:47:08,500 --> 01:47:11,375
{\an8}♪ I'll never live
to match the beauty again ♪
2053
01:47:11,458 --> 01:47:14,750
{\an8}♪ Well, if I hope and I pray,
well, maybe it might ♪♪
2054
01:47:14,833 --> 01:47:16,750
{\an8}[song fades]
2055
01:47:16,833 --> 01:47:18,833
{\an8}[wistful music playing]
2056
01:47:48,791 --> 01:47:50,791
{\an8}♪ ♪
2057
01:48:20,791 --> 01:48:22,791
{\an8}♪ ♪
2058
01:48:52,791 --> 01:48:54,791
{\an8}♪ ♪
2059
01:49:08,791 --> 01:49:10,791
[music ends]